one sided love

chapter - 1

Tae is waiting for his husband jungkook even though he knows that his husband don't care if he wait for him or not. It's midnight but jungkook didn't came home from the office.

He put his head on the dinning table. He remember how he used to live in Daegu with his father. He was happy with his life. Even though he didn't had a mother his father never let him feel her absence. But then he got diagnose with cancer. He knew taehyung is going to be alone after his death so he wrote a letter to Mr Jeon Jaehyung, his childhood friend. He knows where he lived, because he was a very popular business man in Seoul. He took taehyung's hand in his hands and said " Taehyung, I am worried about your future. how you are going to live alone. That's why I took a dicision. I  called my childhood friend jae."

" Appa, you are not going anywhere. We will live together here in our house. " Taehyung told his appa while crying.

" Taehyung remember you have/ to be strong. "

" I am not strong appa, I am weak. I need you appa. I can't let you go"

"taehyung there is someone who is looking for your father. " Said a friend of taehyung who was in his house to support him.

" It could be him, taehyung go Wellcome him" Said taehyung's father.

Taehyung came outside a saw person wearing suit. He looked like taehyung's father's age.

Before he could say something the person asked " You are taehyung right? "

" How do you know ?" Taehyung asked.

" You look just like your father. How is he now? "

" Come inside first uncle. Appa is in his room " Said taehyung and lead the man inside.

" You wil get married to jungkook, Jaehyung's son " Taehyung's appa told him after he talked to his best friend.

" What? "

" Taehyung we both know I will die soon. After that you will go to Seoul with jaehyung. You will marry jungkook, his son. He is good looking, smart, perfect for you. You will start a new life there. Please Tae don't say no after knowing you have someone who will take care of you I can die peacefully. "

Taehyung couldn't say no to his father so he agreed. After two days his father died. It was painful, he didn't wanted to leave his home but he remember his father's promise. Mr Jeon send him car so he could come Seoul.

he saw jungkook for the first time when he came back home drunk. He was about to fall when taehyung catch him in his arms. He saw jungkook's eyes which is filled with pain. Taehyung couldn't look away.

Jungkook never talked to him. Never means never. Jungkook wasn't interested in him taehyung thought that time but then Mr Jeon told him that jungkook is in love with a girl who cheated on him. She get married to the boy she had an affair with. She moved on but jungkook, he never even tried to moved on. He stop talking to people unless it's something important. Almost everyday he got drunk and come late.

Taehyung I don't think he will say yes to this marriage. I have to force him to get married with you. But I told you the truth now it's your disicison.

Taehyung didn't know what to do. It was hard how jungkook never tried to move on, how they will live together if jungkook never except him as his husband.

After that he used to look at jungkook whenever he was home, he never looked at taehyung. He looked so broken, his eyes are always red from crying and taehyung he couldn't look away from him. Something in his eyes that makes taehyung wanted to go and hug jungkook. He used to wait for jungkook at night because sometimes he used to get so drunk that he couldn't climb stairs and taehyung used to help him.

Taehyung said yes to this marriage reason, his promise towerds his father and he exactly don't know why he just wanted to be there for jungkook.

Jungkook didn't wanted to get married as expected but his father emotional blackmail him and forced him to get married.

Taehyung eyes get filled with tears as he remember their wedding night. Taehyung was waiting for jungkook in his room. When jungkook came in his the only thing he said to taehyung is

" Get out "

Jungkook shouted on taehyung and he came out of his room. They don't share the same room.

It' has been three years of their marriage but jungkook never talked to him. He made food jungkook just come and eats his food and go to his office. Taehyung waits for jungkook to come home at midnight. Sometimes he come sober sometimes drunk. He don't even look at taehyung or tell him to go to sleep.

Jungkook's mom don't like taehyung. She wants jungkook to get married with her friends daughter. She always said bad things about taehyung to jungkook. It's not that taehyung is imagining several times he heard hi mother in law talking bad about him. She always says how taehyung is incapable to take care of jungkook. That's why jungkook didn't change, he isn't happy. Jungkook's parents come to meet them in every weekend.

Jungkook's father feel sad for taehyung, he knows taehyung isn't happy. He even told taehyung to get divorce he will find someone better then jungkook for taehyung who will make him happy but taehyung denied he said he wanted stay with jungkook. Probably probably because he fell in love with jungkook.
He don't know when, how he can't even think about getting away from jungkook. It's hurts when he thinks about their divorce.

He remember when he went to Daegu for two days because he was missing his appa. He was just thinking about jungkook, is he doing his breakfast now, is he okey, is someone is there to hold him when he will came drunk home and couldn't climb the stairs. That's how he realize he fel in love with jungkook. At first he thought it's just his habits that's why he stayed one week there. It was the hardest thing he had done in his life. He couldn't sleep, couldn't eat he only think about jungkook.

Suddenly taehyung heard footsteps. He stood up for the dining table and went towards the hallroom. He saw jungkook and for the first time jungkook looked towards him and said

" I want to talk to you "