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Chapter 4

⚠️TW more talk of nagisas eating disorder⚠️

back at nagisa's house

Nagisa's POV

After I got home I went up stairs and watched a episode of Squide Games, even though I was supposed to be practicing my piano. After that I started my homework and got a dress on because I knew why mom would like it more, I also put some makeup on mom would have mad if I didn't have any on.   After that I got a text from my mom saying that she would be heading home early. I went downstairs and started playing the piano just so I could catch up a little bit before she got home. After that I heard The door start to unlock as she walked in saying hello

"Hi mom" I said back to her as I stoped playing and turned to her. I tried to give a sweet delicate smile but inside I was honestly pretty scared, I guess I'm always kinda like that with mom. I know she loves me and all but I can help but be a little scared of her, Karma said it's because she is abusive but I never saw it like that. Yes ok she hits me and yells at me sometimes,  but she always apologies...and I deserve it most the time anyway. Plus she's not exactly right in the head.

"Hello darling." She said placing her coat on the hanger and walking closer to me putting her purse on the top of the piano. She knelt down kissing my forehead. "I can see you put some makeup on dear, you know you look so pretty with makeup."

"Thanks mom." I liked these moments with her sweet, quite, and normal in a sense.

"Go take a shower and get ready for dinner ok honey. I'm going to make it tonight." She walked off to the kitchen and started grabbing things from the fridge and started to get a pan ready.

I headed upstairs, grabbed a fresh towel and started my shower

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When I got downstairs after my shower I sat down at the dining room table, me and my mom gave thanks and i had my diet pills me and my mom and started to eat. She dosnt really give me that much food but she said  I dont need as much because of the pills. I don't really like taking them but it keeps my mom happy so it's ok I guess.

After we finished I took our plates to the sink and started to clean them. I don't know why but I started to think of Karma, how he was always so sweet to me and mean to others. I'm not going to lie when we first met a while ago I kinda had a crush on him. Of course I don't anymore though he's just a friend. (whatever u say Adrien)

After I was done with the dishes I walked to the couch and sat with my mom and watched Shitts Creek until it was time to get ready for bed.

I walked up to my bathroom did a face  scrub, brushed my teeth and headed off to bed.

Ofc I didn't really go to bed though. I ended up getting a text from Karma not long after .

Karma🦊

Karma
Heyyy

Me
Hey

Karma
Wat u doing

Me
Getting ready for bed
What about you?

Karma
Cool cool
I'm just in bed being bored

Me
Lol that's fair I guess
I'm pretty board too.

Karma
Damn Nagi ur even formal over text you've gotta learn to loosen up.

Me
Whatever Karma I've got to go my mom is making me sleep.

Karma
Kk night

Me
Goodnight

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After I got up I was still pretty tired but whatever. 

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(620) welp that's all for this update.

Also sorry it's taking me so long to update I would more but I don't really feel like writing most the time and I forget to charge my computer a lot.  Also I have school now too so that sucks anyway no one has edited the this chapter yep my friend might later tho idk.