Part 1
Worst day ever
*on the phone with my boyfriend*
Me: I'm sorry for yesterday... I was mad because of this girl. I wasn't knowing that Marissa is your cousin.
Jake: yeah she is.
Me: but... Why you kissed her!? We don't kiss a cousin on the lips like we kiss a girlfriend!
Jake: I KISSED HER CHEEK. You wasn't on the good angle. I kissed her cheek not her lips.
Me: yeah...
Jake: you still have doubt on that!?! You don't trust me!?!
Me: jake it's just... It's hard to believe... You never told me about that.
Jake: YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING!?! IF YOU DON'T TRUST ME ITS MAYBE BECAUSE YOU DON'T LOVE ME!
Me: jake I love you! I love you so much but I...
jake: no Dina. I'm not sure that you love me. And I'm not sure i can love you anymore. I'm sorry but we should breakup.
*jake hang up*
Me: NO JAKE WAIT...
I sit on my bed and look at my purple rug. Tears are streaming down my face. I throw my phone through my room. Why.... Why did I have to tell him that another time. He think I don't love him anymore... Ill go at his house and talk with him.
I took my bicycle and ride to his house. I knock at the door and his mother answer me:
Her: Dina! Are you okay!?
Me: me and jake just broke up.
Her: oh no! I'm so sorry! I loved you much than his new girlfriend! Marissa I think...
Me: what!?! Marissa?? But.. Marissa is not his cousin?
Her: no...
Me: where is jake!?
Her: in his room with...
I haven't hear what she told me. I run to his door and open the door. They were on his bed, kissing. I start to cry again.
Jake: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!?
Me: SO MARISSA IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND!? SINCE WHEN!? SINCE WHEN DO YOU CHEAT ON ME?
Marissa: what!? Who are this girl?
Me: oh! Wait I understand! I'm his EX girlfriend by the way.
Marissa: oh! This girl was your girlfriend!
I don't wanna be here anymore so I close the door and run out of the house. I took my bike and go back to my house. I go in my room, took my laptop and start stalking the 5 boys I love more than I could ever love another boy. I login and see something who will ALWAYS stay in my mind. I start to cry again. No, it can't be true!
