i wish i could die. i guess its from the crying and cutting. or its from the hurt that is in my heart. so awesome right? i know i have hurt people but they have hurt me too, so why does it matter? i wonder what life would pe like if i was dead. would people be happier? sadder? or just the same? would they be the one crying in the middle of the night? or would they be writing this right now? what ever they would be doing, would they be happy? probaly, i mean i'm to the point of done i think the people see it now even better than myself. so i guess if they wanted me to be happy they should have asked me.......
