The feelings between us

Fairy lighted night

~Tanaka's POV:

"Well, I have no partner either. I'd love to go to the prom with you". There. I said it, and there is no taking it back now. I smile at her as i see her shy expression change to a huge smile. "I'll see you at 9, at the front gate" i add as i walk off waving my hand backwards. I head for the inside as fast as i can, because i only have five minutes left 'till class starts.

I arrive within 2 minutes. Lucky me, the teacher won't yell at me. As soon as i step in though, i get smooshed by three, nosey as hell,  people: Kinoshita, Nishinoya and Narita. "Woah woah, i need to breathe people" i say angrily as i push them off. "Soo~ How did it go?" Kino started. "What did she want?" Narita kept going. " BRO YOU GOT A DATE!" Noya said loudly enough for the whole class to hear. "SHHH keep it down, will ya?!" i tell them. "Yes, i got a date for tonight, so what?". I got a date for tonight, and it isn't Ennoshita.. The sound of it in my head was really echoing, so much i thought the others would hear it. They kept talking untill the teacher, who was by the way late, came in. But i could not focus at all. I kept staring at two desks : Himari's and Ennoshita's. The one would not stop talking to her seatmate about how happy she was. The other one was melancholic and his face was pale. He seemed almost sick. That thought made my heart heavy as a tone of steel. 

~Ennoshita's POV :

He's got a date...Why wouldn't he? How stupid could i be, to believe he would take us seriously. Stupid, stupid, STUPID CHIKARA!! You think you deserve him? LOOK AT YOU! I couldn't take it. It's been 34 minutes since the lesson started.. "May i use the restroom please?" i ask, careful not to let my voice break. If they see..If he sees it, that's gonna be a big disaster. "Yes, you may go". Thank you Lord...

I rush to the restroom, not able to hold my tears. Please don't hear me, please don't hear me, please don't-. I bumped onto someone. " I- i'm so sorry, i wasn't looking where i was go-". "Ennoshita?!" "Are you alright?!". Two voices.. Two familiar voices. I wipe my tears with my hand and look up. Daichi and Sugawara.. Why now, why of all times now?! "I'm sorry Sugawara san, are you alright?". He had a mild bruise on his cheek and some note books were on the ground. "Are YOU okay, Ennoshita?" he asked softly. Daichi held me from the back and helped me stand on my feet. "There you go. Were- Are you crying?" he asked.  

What the hell am i supposed to say? OH TANAKA HAS A DATE, BUT WE ARE TOGETHER, I GUESS HE IS ASHAMED THAT HE FUCKED ME! HAHA SILLY ME!.. "I'm alright" i mutter looking on the ground. " Chikara...You always tend to keep things inside you. Are you really oka-" Suga started placing a hand on my shoulder that i slapped away immediately. "I said i'm fine." i stated coldly.. What is wrong with me?! "Oi, Ennoshita, you don't have to act like that, we just wanna help!" i hear captain's loud voice behind me. "I'm sorry.." i whisper and i head to the rooftop. I don't care about the lesson anymore. All i want is peace, quiet and some time to myself. 

~~Time skip given to you by Chikara's furious teacher~~

~Third person's POV:

Chikara is on the rooftop. There's no one around. He sits on a bench, facing the fence. His legs curled up on his chest as he holds them tight. "Why is it me that ends up  heart broken every fucking time..". He is clearly heartbroken like never before. Some time has passed and the door to the rooftop opens gently. Ennoshita didn't care who it was or why he was there. Untill..

"Chika..?". His eyes widened at the sound of the nickname. No, no, no, no, NO !  Why did it have to be HIM?  he thought to himself. The boy that had just entered from the door came closer. "Chika are you alright?". Silence. Ennoshita didn't want to face him. He didn't have the strength to. "Chika..? I'm getting worried...". Silence once again. "Chi-"  "SHUT UP". He had exploded. There was nothing holding him back now. "SHUT THE FUCK UP TANAKA. I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT". He was done with him, his face, his affection. Everything was fake about us... Everything IS fake about US.. The other boy didn't expect this. He went closer and sat with him. "Is it about her?" he asked. No answer. " Is it?". Again, no answer. " Tell me, is it about he-"  "OF COURSE IT'S ABOUT THAT FUCKING BITCH" the brunette said while getting off the bench, furious and in pain. " ARE YOU A MORON?!". He faced the only person he ever EVER loved. 

His eyes were red and puffy, his brown hair was a mess and his fists were clenching. The shaved headed one, seemed surprisingly calm. But he was not a tiny bit calm. He was dying inside. "WHY WOULD YOU EVER, EVER LIE TO ME LIKE THAT?! DID YOU EVER MEAN ANYTHING YOU SAID TO ME?!". Ennoshita grabbed Tanaka's collar and brought him close to his face. "I'm sorry.." the second one whispered. Seconds later, he was on the ground, with a bloody nose. Ennoshita's hand was bloody too, dripping on the floor.   

"Shit.." he muttered. The boy who was on the ground got up and sat on the ground as if nothing had happened. "I deserved that" he said, staring blankly at his shoes. "No, you didn't... I'll see you inside i guess" the brunette added as he was leaving. " Are you coming tonight?". A slight pause. "Fuck off.."

~~Author's note:

HAHA YA'LL CANNOT POUND NOW CAN YA? TWO CHAPTERS IN A ROW!! I'M ON FIRE TODAY BABY!🔥😎