Writing does not give me peace.
This is my way of coping with losing you
Its been hard
The pain never got better.
the day i lost you i lost myself
i lost hope in this cruel world
The day i ost you my world fell appart
My life has been hanging on a string
waiting
for me to snap back
But what if i dont
what if im just broken by
the fact that ill never see you again.
Maby it's the depression, maby it's anxiety
or even my mind causing me pain
An unbarable pain of remembering
your laughter
your voice
your touch
The last facial expression i saw
the hurt and pain those words
engraved in my head "I HATE YOU"
Those same word that tore me
I used to break you
I never ment to have our last
words be so brutal.
I never even got to say goodbye...
