They told me that it wasn't gonna last
They told me that I was gonna have a blast
They told me that everything was gonna be okay
They told me that things are gonna go my way
They told me that love was waiting for me
They told me that I was chosen and doors are gonna open
Everything I heard was a lie
I am now the executor of my own demise
How can I live in a world that won't accept me
how am I allowed to be anything else but me
How can you lie to me and tell me we live in a perfect world
while I am the only one being burned
I tried so hard to be your perfect doll but instead I sacrificed my soul
I tried so hard to fit in your story but it only fed my agony
I just wanted you to be proud of me but I was only feeding your fantasies
How can you say I didn't try hard enough
while I am handcuffed
You can't tell me who I am gonna be
Because you simply can't understand me
you don't know what it is to see your dreams burn in front of your eyes
Don't you dare feed me any more of your lies
All you did was restrain me
Instead you could've set me free
My ache won't go away but for me its a typical Sunday
You will never understand what I went through because nothing you say is true
I won't follow your footsteps anymore
You were like poison injected into my soul
You will never be able to love me
Because you are simply unworthy
Now I drown my sorrows in a bottle
While your chant me your gospel
Its not easy to be me
But at least I am FREE
