To you, from mommy:
It's been two months since I lost you, wounds heal so slow yet scars are just about to show. Forgive me for I know it was my fault. I should've been more careful. I should've not taken medicines if only I know there was you. I should've not taken that shot of anti-tetanus knowing it will harm you. I should've seen the doctor so I could've sought medical help. If only I know. I'm sorry... I'm so sorry my baby...Wherever you are, I hope you're fine. Baby, I want you to know, mommy loves you even if you were unborn...I miss you so much, my little angel...
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To you, from mama:
It's been two months since the day we've lost you, it's been more than two months since I've thought it was just a joke. If only I have taken it seriously, you could still be here. If I just accompany your mom to have check-up rather than just saying it we still have you. Until now I still regret that I thought everything was just a joke. Wherever you are, baby, I hope you're fine. That you are in a good place now. We love you, though they say, regrets are really in the end.