Sam was crying. She thought that if she become tough, she won't feel pain. But boy she was wrong. All she want was to be loved, cared. But of course everyone hates her, fear her. The words hours ago is still in her mind. It won't leave cause the words dug to deep in her heart. She never thought that he will say those words to her.
*Two hours ago
Sam is eating chicken in the couch and watching TV. In the Shay's apartment. While Carly is making her 'Special Lemonade' and Spencer. Being Spencer he is. They had done icarly minutes ago. Freddie left without saying a word. Which made the two girls confused.
Out of nowhere, Freddie barged in furious and hate.
"WHY DID YOU DO THAT!"
Sam was confused and Carly too, and Spencer came as he heard Freddie's words.
"What do you mean Freddie?" Carly said in a confusion tone.
"SAM TOLD THAT I WAS BEING TREAT LIKE A BABY IN THE SCHOOL'S MEDIA!" Angry Freddie screamed at Sam.
"Chill man, it was the truth" was all Sam. Freddie glared at her with hate.
Sam, Spencer and Carly could see the veins in his neck are ready to pop out. And in his forehead too.
"Freddie calm do-" Spencer was cut off by Freddie.
"TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! How am I supposed to do that when she basically told the whole school!! I HAD ENOUGH OF HER!! SHE HAS BEEN RUNNING MY LIFE EVER SINCE I SAW HER WITH CARLY!! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO HER! ALL SHE HAS DONE TO ME WAS HUMILIATE, EMBARRASSED ME TO ALL PEOPLE! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING IN HER PAST. I ALWAYS IGNORE HER RUDE COMMENTS ABOUT ME!! I WISH SHE DIDN'T LIVE! I WISH SHE HADN'T MET CARLY! I WISH SHE JUST STAYED IN THE PRISON!! I WISH SHE WOULD BE DEA-" Freddie was cut off by Sam because she slap him across his face.
That's when everybody saw Sam was crying. Carly gasp and Spencer had his mouth open. Even Mrs. Benson saw what happened when Freddie barged in they just didn't see her.
Sam was shaking and trembling. Freddie was back to reality when Sam slapped him. He didn't realize what was he saying cause anger took over him."Sam, I didn't mea-"Freddie was cut off.
"OF COURSE EVERYONE MEAN IT!! I AM SORRY I TOLD THE WHOLE SCHOOL THE TRUTH. YES YOU DID SOMETHING IN MY PAST. YOU ALL HAD A PERFECT LITTLE LIFE WHERE MINE IS NOTHING BUT FORCE. YOU HAD A MOTHER WHO WANTS TO PROTECT YOU AT ALL COSTS. CARLY HAD A FATHER WHO IS MILES AWAY FROM HERE BUT STILL LOVED HER WITH HIS WHOLE HEART. WHILE MY MOTHER DOSEN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT ME BECAUSE SHE LOVES MELANIE MORE THAN ME. AND OUR FATHER WHO LEFT US. ALL I WANT IS JUST TO BE LOVED BY SOMEONE ELSE I THOUGHT CARLY WILL DO THAT CAUSE SHE IS LIKE MY SISTER. BUT YOU HAD TO COME IN AND STEAL HER!! I THOUGHT IT WILL BE OKAY BUT ITS NOT! AND WORSE THING IS I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU FREDDIE BENSON! I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!!" Sam screamed at Freddie who was shock and hurt.
Everything was silence. Sam had tears in her face, her throat hurts from screaming and her heart was hurt. When nobody made any move. Sam run. Sam kept on running and running until she came to where she started to have feelings for Freddie.
And that's how it came here. Sam was sitting with her knees up in her chest and hugging it. She looked up into the night sky and sigh. Memories came back to her. She was hurt, angry. She hum a song and tears begun to flow.
*At the Shay's
"Have you seen her?" Carly said to Freddie to just shook his head. They have been looking for Sam for five hours. They checked everywhere. Except, you know;)
"We have to find her. Or else she would do something that will hurt her." Spencer said making Carly angry. While Gibby agree
"IT WAS ALL YOUR FAULT! You just couldn't let your mouth shut!"Carly screamed at Freddie who has his head down.
"Your right, I shouldn't let my angry get the best in me. Maybe you guys should rest while I find her." Freddie said
"You sure dude?"Spencer said putting his hand in Freddie's shoulder.
"Yeah"
"Yeah, you better find her or I will kill you."Carly threatened Freddie before they all go back to there apartment's
*At Sam
Sam was at the fireplace for five hours. No food no drinks. She didn't feel her hunger because of crying. She never meant to catch a feeling for the nub but she did. All people hate her for who she is. But what they didn't know is that the strongest, most abrasive person was being hurt in the inside. She hates Freddie but at the same time she loves him.
Freddie has been looking everywhere for Sam. But no avail. He slid down to the nearest wall and hold back the tears. He recall all the memories of him shouting at Sam. He never really meant to say those words. The truth is, he really did love Sam. But when she sometimes picks on him, he easily get mad at her but his heart cured it by love. All he want is to find Sam and say how much sorry he is.
He thought more and more deeper of where Sam would be. He recall all the places where she would be. He think and think until he finally know where she was or hoping she was there.
He stood up and began running to where the directions was. He finally made it and stoped and looked over. There she was. She had dried tears in her face and was backing forth her body. Sam didn't notice Freddie coming in and walking towards her. When crouch in her level. Sam notice Freddie but did not talk nor punch him.
She just stared at Freddie with love, hate, anger, regret, and hope. Hope that his words didn't mean it, Hate because he made her weak, Regret because she shouldn't done what she did, and Anger because he wished that she would die. Freddie looked at Sam with pain, regret and love. Freddie hugged Sam while Sam didn't complain because she sob at his chest.
And Freddie stroke Sam's hair."I'm so so so sorry Sam, I didn't mean to say the words to you. I was angry at you. I didn't know your life was like that. If I had known I wouldn't even dare to steal Carly away from you. Please Sam forgive me. I do love you. I just didn't notice until now. I'm so so sorr-" Freddie was cut off by Sam. Who putted her lips to Freddie while Freddie didn't hesitate to kiss her back.
Freddie had tears in his eyes while Sam does too. They poured there feeling in there kiss. It was gentle and sweet. They pulled away and looked into each other's soul. Sam smiled. While Freddie was shock cause she gave him a genuine smile.
They didn't need to speak. Freddie leaned backward so his back was in the wall while Sam was in Freddie's chest and just enjoyed each other's comfort.
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FanfictionSam Puckett and Freddie Benson One shots Some of them are wrong