diary: skinny love

diary #1

dear diary,

this is jennie kim, your favourite girl!

welp, never thought that one day i will be writting  diary like this but life is karma :v

me, a 19-year-old girl at hansung university, a damn genius indeed, who said that would never ever falling in love with a guy in her uni, has officially been head over heels for mark yien tuan.

yeah that guy, the famous playboy jisoo always told about how handsome, how rich and how he is such a gentlement. obviously at first i wouldn't care, like who am i to care? but jisoo just harped on mark tuan all day and it really got on my nerve. so one day, i left jisoo alone in the cafeteria and went to the library for soom science books. when i got to the library, there was barely anyone, guess they all went to the cafeteria. but how unlucky i am, out of everyone, why it had to be mark tuan who was in the library? it was like out of the frying pan into the fire. i looked at him in disbelief and out of the blue, he looked back at me. oh yeah then guess what, he smirked. mark tuan just fucking smirked! i looked away immediately, walked fastly to the librarian, asked a stupid question that where i could find a book. 

duh, it was a library jennie, how can i be that dumb? the librarian was already familiar with me, she stared at me with the look of what the heck, and casually said that my science books had been moved to the case near the computers. which means near mark tuan.

i sighed, mentally facepalm, then made my way to mark, i mean to my books. sometimes i wonder how could life be so unfair, cause the books i need is up high. well at least too high for me to reach. but i tried, tiptoed in hope that i could reach them but actually, it was kinda in vain. i can imagine how ridiculous i looked at that time: trying my best to reach the books but i didn't even touch the back of the book. at least i tried, ok?

not so surprisingly, mark helped me with the books. not like in those love stories, but he slightly pushed me aside then easily took all the books i need. he gave them to me, with a victorious smile on his face. did he just-

but something bothers me like how did he know which books i need?

nevermind. he is so childish yet, a gentlement. he helped me though, so i had no choice but to thank him. he didn't say anything and still smile like an idiot. before i could do anything, he took half of my science books and again, helped to bring them to the librarian. i was literally shock and shy at the same time. quickly got my books back, i thanked him once again and this time, he asked for my name. i could feel my face going red, then i introduced me as jennie kim. i expected him to say something about himself, but no, he just smiled. is he ok? he had been smiling for some minutes.

"i'm mark, mark yien tuan"

serioulsy never in my life have i heard such deep and warm voice like mark. does it even possible to have both deep and warm voice at the same time? i guess yes, cause mark tuan is still alive here. as soon as i heard his voice, i started to stutter. i don't know where did my courage come from but i asked for his instagram account. he tilted his head a little, then took one of my books to write his account with a pencil. i grabbed it back then bid him goodbye. i nearly screamed at his face :D

guess i was to nervous, and i don't even know why.

i ran back to the cafeteria and saw jisoo happily eating her chicken. i slammed my stack of books down the table to catch her attention. of course it succeeded, caused jisoo to flinch and almost choke on her chicken nuggets. lol :)

i could hear jisoo cursed at me, then quickly gave me the look of 'whatsup bitch'. i just stared back at her then told everything that happend a few minutes ago. like everything. and that's life decision regret.

jisoo spitted out her drink when she heard that i asked for mark's insta account. i mean she had reason to do that. after that day, jisoo always teases me about that incident and it's really driving me crazy. she keeps on telling me that i've fell in love with mark aka the famous guy in our uni. well, i get shy and stutter everytime he comes around, or start to like chatting with him or just simply starring at him. i'm not a stalker though and he says he doesn't mind me doing that. 

that's another weird point besides the fact that he knew all the books i need back then when we first met at the library. 

the more i get to know him, the better impression i have. he is not a playboy after all, he is just rich, or more like fucking rich. the clothes he wears are the things i would never have. still, mark is a nice guy. befriend with him brings me a great benefits of eating out with no worries about money, solving all those chemistry assignment and having him to get my books up high.

at this point i admit falling in love with mark tuan. and i just realize i've already written it right in the first line :D guess falling in love makes people weird.

so that is for my first page of diary. gonna keep writting till' mark falls in love with me too ^^

diary, do you think mark loves me?