Obey Me! One-Shots

beelzebub- comfort

a small note before we begin- everyone has a beautiful body, no matter what you look like! our bodies do a lot for us, and although it is hard, we deserve to love every inch of ourselves! if you'd like a longer and more in depth note on this, check out my haikyu!! one-shot series. somewhere in there i have a chapter with sugawara that goes further into it then this one!

most of my life i have received negative looks for how my body was. they had never bothered me too much until i met beelzebub in the Devildom. i had grown to adore the gluttonous boy, but couldn't help but feel self conscious around him.

beel worked out regularly- that much anyone could tell just from looking at him. he also ate a ridiculous amount, but that wasn't as obvious as his incredibly toned muscles. me being... well me, i began to gradually feel self conscious with the more time i spent with beel. i know it was never his intention to make me feel this way, but after so much time i just couldn't help it.

i had feelings for beel, but i knew i could never tell him. he was probably attracted to the kind of girls that also went to the gym- and looked like it. because of my feelings for beel i desperately wanted him to like me back. he was always sweet to me, but not in the way that my heart craved. eventually the feelings had become to much, so i decided to ask beel myself.

"beel, what do you think of my body?" i asked one day as we sat on his bed relaxing together. today i had felt especially self conscious, and could no longer hold back my feelings. 

"uh, what?" his eyes were wide with confusion and his cheeks seemed to be a bit pink.

"well...do you think i'm chubby? i don't go to the gym and i'm not skinny like most girls in the Devildom. do you think i'm ugly?" my voice came out rushed, and as the words left my mouth i began to feel tears well in my eyes.

"w-woah don't cry! y/n what is this about? has someone been making you feel this way? i don't think your ugly at all y/n, your body is just how it's supposed to be," he took one of my hands in his and i smiled slightly at the contact. 

"nobody has said anything, but i can't help but feel self conscious here," i said softly, my eyes averted downwards.

"why don't we go out to eat? i'll take you to your favorite place too! you don't have to be skinny to be pretty y/n, even if that's how all the girls in the Devildom look." he gave my hand a small squeeze.

i looked up to find his eyes already on me, and a small smile adorning his face. i'd always known beel to be sweet, but this- this was something i wasn't used to.

"so... you really think there's nothing wrong with how i look? even if i don't look like the girls here in the Devildom?" i asked again.

"i don't see a single thing wrong with you y/n. your body does a lot to keep you healthy, and you  look amazing everyday." i smiled at the sincerity in his voice. feeling a bit confident in myself for the first time in a while, i took ahold of beel's hand again as we walk to the small restaurant a short walk away that we usually ate together at. 

as we walked the small distance, beel held my hand tightly the whole time. upon arriving, we sat at a table by the window and made our orders.

"thank you again beel. i know it might seem silly, but i do appreciate it." i said truthfully. 

"don't worry about it y/n. you are my favorite person to spend time with,"

we smiled sweetly at each other, but at the moment our food was brought out to us. thanking the waiter we began to eat, and after that i had slowly gained more confidence in myself. of course, with beel's help.