I walk away from the classroom as I feel an arm grab my wrist, I recognize rings on their thumb and middle finger and feel the coldness of their hands and think to myself, 'he's got some nerve' I turn around with the coldest look in my eyes and I see him, as I expected, with his eyes full of regret "Alex, can we please talk about this, I'm so so incredibly sor- ".No, please don't do this, I can't deal with your lame excuses anymore, please leave me alone" I say with the coldest look in my voice and eyes while I feel his thumb trace the scars on my wrist like he used to do.
"Please Alex"
For one last time I turn around and say "I used you?" And with those 3 words all the emotions I've been patiently holding in came out and tears started falling down my face , "I used you?" I say again as I see it's tearing him apart right there. Right here I'm making him feel like he made me feel for the past months. And I repeat it over and over again in my head as he says "it was in the moment, I'm so sorry, you know how I get when I'm upset, I've just really missed yo-". "Don't you dare." and I walk away as people are looking at me crying but I hardly give a flying fuck.
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RandomIt's nothing special just sometimes i have a story stuck in my head and I need to write it down. It might be really dramatic but this is how it makes me feel TRIGGER WARNING: Mentioning of suicide
