weird - 2jae

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taeyongs focus.

taeyong sighed as he sat down, how could he tell jaemin about his feelings towards him knowing that jaemin is in love with another.

he doesn't know who, but he knows he likes a guy.

the cold wind blew from the empty building at taeyong, it was like the world had just stopped, everything became blank, there was no people, only the 23 men there. he was scared.

truly scared, he knows exactly what will happen, and he hates it, he closed his eyes slowly to forget all these thoughts, he sleeps to just dream, or just wish this world was a dream.

he swallowed the lump that was in his throat and decided to look around, decided to meet new people, 21 men are in here, why not explore? that wouldn't hurt.

as he walked he bumped into a man with blue hair, the boy apologized and said "im sorry, im kun..by the way" he awkwardly said, "im... taeyong" taeyong smiled softly.

(jaemin focus)

jaemin cried as he held his stomach, the pain killing him, he banged on the bathroom door but the person doesnt open it to help him.

the pain striking through jaemins stomach which makes him cough blood, "y-you motherfucker..o-open this d-d-oor" jaemin weakly said as his body grew weaker, he couldn't get up, he couldn't breath, he couldn't do anything.

however the person inside noticed the knocks faded away, as he opened the door he gasped

"jaemin? wake up, stop this madness, tell me you're lying!! SOMEONE HELP HELP" jeno screamed as he saw the younger unconscious.

"JAEMIN IM SO SORRY IM SO SORRY PLEASE WAKE UP!!" jeno yelled.

jaehyun came running but stopped as he saw jaemin not moving, eyes closed, pulse gone.

taeyong barged in suddenly and pushed jaehyun away.

"NANA!!"

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7 days later.

taeyong sat next to jaemin who was in the bed clearly sick, his eyes red from the tears, his body pale, his nose red, his cheeks tinted in rose pink, his lips swollen and red, he looked dead.

"jaemin, i know this may sound stupid, and wrong, but, i like you, i really do, i never stopped loving you.." taeyong admitted out loud, jaemin looked the the older in wide eyes.

"w-what.." he gasped out.

"i like you a lot, im sorry, im sorry for liking you" taeyong said with tears in his eyes, as he ran away.

the younger was speechless, he was too tired to speak, but too shocked, taeyong liked him?.

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i hate this chapter so fucking much its not funny.

also got back to self harming which is great.