The bubble Gum blues

32. Don't

Gary-
my poor little girl she's facing something unimaginable for her age her husband of all people that she loves and cares about has a heart disease that she doesn't know if she'll make it he doesn't even know if he's going to make it like we're selling sure because of how where it is and I'm sick of people always putting Maddie down clean her that she's stupid she can't do this she can't do that she can't do it it's just ridiculous Maddie can do whatever she wants to do .

I'm sick of people telling her you can't do that she can't do that Maddie you're dumb you're ugly you're just I'm just thinking this whole entire time that people like to put her down Maddie is so incredibly smart on some things.

I just wish people would give give her a chance but people don't wanna give her a chance and it just pisses me off because like she can do whatever she wants to do and I'm here for her because I don't know how little girls going to make it her husband dies I don't know how she's going to react to that and I don't even know how how Maddie how Maddie can handle as much as she is gone real but she's doing it and I'm really proud of her like she is prevailing and that's the most important part.

Jay-
I was waking up in the morning to get ready for church and I heard a song that made my blood run cold it was Maddie's favorite song that we used to sing all the time when she was a little girl and always got her to stop crying and calm down about whatever she was upset about but I know if I think it to her now it's not gonna bring her much comfort but it might calm her down Oh my darling, oh my darling
Oh my darling, Clementine
You were lost and gone forever
Dreadful sorrow, Clementine
In a cavern, in a canyon
Excavating for a mine
Dwelt a miner forty-niner.

And his daughter, Clementine
Yes I loved her, how I loved her
Though her shoes were number nine
Herring boxes, without topses
Sandals were for Clementine
Oh my darling, oh my darling
Oh my darling, Clementine
You were lost and gone forever
Dreadful sorrow, Clementine
Drove the horses to the water
Every morning just at nine
Hit her foot against a splinter
Fell into the foaming brine
Ruby lips above the water
Blowing bubbles soft and fine
But alas, I was no swimmer.

So I lost my Clementine
Oh my darling, oh my darling
Oh my darling, Clementine
You were lost and gone forever
Dreadful sorrow, Clementine
You are lost and gone forever
Dreadful sorrow, Clementine.

Maddie- oh uncle Jay you sing me the nice as the songs but even though that was my favorite and I chilled me up as a little girl I don't know if it's going to seal the hole in my heart for that I might have to face and losing my husband but I love you.