Love...?

Chapter 7

He walks up to me. I look at him, he looks at me. I lowkey miss this feeling, he leans in. I push him back, im still a little pissed off. He reads the room, he understands. But then he proceeds to, how should I say this, GASLIGHT me. He tells me we could all be friends if I didnt do too much. I honestly play into it, I should know my role. 

Hey man can you cut that out? Let's have a mature conversation, like civilized 3rd graders.

He sits down and calms down. Sorry for what I said again, I was just.....panicking. He says, obviously lying. I play into it, knowing hes lying. I tell him how much I miss him, with a devilish smile. He plays into it. Elaine senses what i'm doing, it takes one to know one. She walks over and tells O taco i'm lying. To be honest, i'm tired of both of them. I have a deep hatred for Elaine, all my love for O taco was lost when Elaine came into the picture. I know she has one for me too, I only intend to use O taco to make Elaine jealous, I know this seems a little crazy and toxic. I can lowkey tell O taco lost his love for me too, he only is with me because he thinks I still love him and doesn't want to be that guy. So at the end of school, Elaine walks up to confront me.

I know what you're doing to O taco.

I deny all her "false" accusations. No! What am I doing to O taco Elaine. I start to put on my uwu kawaii girl act. Why would I do that, I put on a show for the teachers. Elaine! Why would you bully me like this! I use my white privilege. The teachers start running over to me.

Elaine why are you bullying this innocent white woman!

Its not like that teach shes just faking.

Elaine why would I fake something like this, stop being so mean uwu.

Elaine! You are suspended for bullying such a precious white woman.

Elaine gasps and runs away. I smile, Im so manipulative, I can do just about anything. #whitewomantears #feminism #girlboss #gaslight #gatekeep #dontsilencewhitevoices