Being famous ft one direction

Chapter 1 part 2

I shuffled out after louis , and saw him seated on the couch with the rest of the boys, i had thrown on a maroon coloured baggy hoodie of louis, and some blue denim jeans. "I-im going for a walk " and shuffled to the front door.

Niall spoke up, "what, in this weather? Youll probably freeze to death, its raining....?"

"Yeah, but oh thats right were not very important to you anymore, so niall, dont even worry about her." Harry snapped. Thats what caused me to break. I broke down into tears, sobbing, so i just casually strode out of the house. I didnt want to seem like an attwntion seeker. I should have listened to niall, it was absoloutely freezing, but i needed to call amber, and knew that this call would involve a lot of crying and yelling, so i couldnt make it at the house.

*ring ring, ring ring* amber picked up almost immediately. "Hello?" I was speechless, what should i say!!??

"Um, a-amber its gemma. I-"

"GEMMA? What makes you think you can just ignore me for FOUR MONTHS, break our pinky promise and abandon your family, and expect me to WANT to talk to you?!" I wiped my tears. "Amber just hear me out, i have been so incredibly busy, this george guy wont let me contact anyone at home for at least another 5 months because i apparently have too much stuff to do!-"

"Then how are you calling me huh!?"

"I left the house, im at the beach freezing my ass off, amber i want to fly you out here soon, the minute im allowed to i promise i will- all this boy company is a bit too much after a while-"

"Gemma, not to cause anymore emotional damage or anything, but your promises no longer mean shit to me" and she hung up. I stood up and pegged my iphone5 into the ocean. "Gemma." I turned around and stumbled , louis was standing behind me. "Baby, come here , its like minus 10 degrees" but i sat back down into the sand, he walked over to me and engulfed me in a giant bear hug and kissed my forehead. "Gemma, can you please come home with me? Baby its freezing. I clung onto his t-shirt and buried my head in his chest, nodding. He took my icy hand and we walked home together. Just before we stepped inside, i pulled him back, "louis i didnt mean what i said before, i-i love you, im just so stressed out, i never see my mum or amber, or my little brother, i-i just dont know how you can handle it"

"I love you too, and gem, it is hard to handle, i just kind of put up with it because i know we have so many fans out there who appreciate us, and our music, and i dont want to let them down, im going to bed goodnight" he replied followed by a kiss on ny forehead. Louis had his own room, because george wouldnt allow us to share. Although most of the time we did. I sighed heavily, shuffling inside, harry, niall, zayn and liam were still seared comforably on the couch. I should probaby apoligise to them too. "Guys" they all turned to look at me. "Im sorry, you guys still mean everything to me, i was stressed , im really sorry-"

"Its fine gem" niall piped up.

"Yeah- gem go get the fuck out of those clothes, your gonna freeze" harry added. Thank god they forgave me. I sprinted up the stairs, stripped naked and jumped in the hot, steaming shower. Ahh the warmth.

And then there was a knock on the door, "Gem its george you have a phonecall!" Shit. "Yeah leave it on the counter, ill be out in a sec. I jumped out, dried my hair and threw on my fluffy white dressing gown. "Hello?" I mumbled. "Gem? Its luke, when are you coming home i miss you" my little brother. Mind you he was 15, although i was 17 so he was still my little brother. "aw hey you, um not for a while lukey, sorry"

"What do you mean not for a while? How long is a while? You havent been home in 4 months gemma! Mums losing it! I cant take any more of her! Can i come stay with you?"

" wow wow wow, luke whadda you mean shes losing it?"

"She- well- uh dont worry gem, i needa go" and he ended the line. Oh my god, how can i just 'not worry'. Ill call him back tomorrow, it was getting a bit late. As i stepped out of the bathroom, i walked straight into louis. "I thought you were going to bed lou"i mumbled, scratching the back of my neck. It was still a little bit awkward between us, i could tell he was still a bit upset with me. He just quickly glanced at me "i am, night gem" and he turned to walk to his room, "lou, i can tell your still upset with me, i said i was sorry!" he turned around. "i know you are gem" he smiled, and cupped my face. "Time flys, your gonna see luke and amber and your mum really soon, i promise" and he pecked me on the lips, pulling me into a tight hug. "Can i sleep with you tonight? Im freezing" i mumbled into his shoulder. He looked me in the eyes, nodding, and we interwined our fingers then walked off to his room.