A Discontinued socksfor1 x fatmemegod Story?

chapter 8

I'm very sorry for me being gone for so long, i just wasn't motivated and i got school anxious you know... i also didn't really know if i even wanted to continue this story but i'll try so here you'se go
(And i'll be writing all Meme's pov from now on)

Everyone was at the table in cafeteria. Except Joocie. He was... gone. "So." Laff was the first to speak up. Nadwe hadn't let go of his hand and didn't seem to do that soon. The poor kid most definetly had a trauma. "What do we do?" Tbh whispered. I looked around and all i saw were horrified looks.
"Alright, here's my plan." Laff apperently had a plan. "Today we will clean everything up. No grief yet. We must right now decide rules to keep us all safe. We don't know if there's more of those... things." Aliens. "Tomorrow we can grief. And the day after that too. But that's it. After that we will have to move on." "How can you say that?!" Socks said, almost crying. "We just lost him and now you're telling us to just, move on?" He waved his arms up in a expression of 'how?'. "Socks. We have to let him go someday, we will grief, but not yet." Blaza sounded way calmer then normal. Socks just mumbled a "i guess" before Laff took the lead again. "First off, we should form duo's. Get a mate that you can be with all the time, so noone is alone." Dino held up his fist towards Woolf. "We furries must stand strong." He whispered before Woolf gave him a fistbump. Nadwe and Muffin turned to Laff. "We can be a trio if you'se want." Muffin and Nadwe both nodded their heads very fast. Tbh bumped my shoulder. "Buddies?" "Sure man." Blaza and Socks also turned into a duo.
Laff continued "We all got buddies? Good. Oh i forgot, we also gotta make sure we all have some weapons for selfdefense." "Weapons!?" Blaza yelped out. "Yeah, you know. How do you want to fight of those things? With your hands?" I tried to lighten the mood. It didn't really work. "I dunno man, i hadn't even seen a gun in real life before this." "I have never tried to use one either..." Socks said, agreeing with Blaza. "It's not very handy to have two people who don't know how to handle weapons together. Maybe switch with a group who has two?" Laff suggested. "Sorry i only know how to handle one in games. Luckily Dino knows" Woolf replied. Tbh said he did know since he had trained when he was about 16. "I also know how to handle one, i had a cursus at school and later i had a fieldtrip to the military." I joined in. "So Tbh and Meme could you mix with Blaza and Socks so that every duo has at least one person who knows how to shoot?" We all agreed and i ended up with Socks. (OFCOURSE HEHEHE)
Laff made a couple rules about our safety and gave us the guns we spoke about. Then it was time to clean up the two bodies who were just laying in the upper engine room. A couple people stayed behind, such as Nadwe, Blaza, Muffin, Woolf and Tbh. The rest of us stepped back into the bloody room.
It took ages to get all the blood even a little cleaned up. That alien thing had spat it everywhere. Socks seemed kinda offworld while cleaning, sometimes staring at the alien before shivering and continuing. Dino and Laff were very good at supressing their emotions while doing the dirty work of carrying the bodies away. I was glad when the bodies were gone. It hurt to see Joocie like that. At some point i noticed Dino covering his mouth and sniffling before his gaze turned cold again. It had to be hard to keep a straight face while looking at your once so beloved friend.
My eyes were already wet and my vision kept on getting blurry while i did my best to clean the room. It was getting a little late but the room was finally clean enough.
We went back and my mind flew off to other places. I started to remember the old days. Where we would all just play together and enjoy each others company. It seemed so long ago. "Hey, are you alright?" Socks  had a worried look on his face. "Yeah yeah, i'm... actually not really no." He nodded in agreement. "Me neither. I just, can't believe it." He shrugged. "It's getting pretty late, i think it's time to sleep" most of my sentence got covered with a yawn, but Socks seemed to have understood it well enough.
We all went back to our rooms. "Should we all sleep in our own rooms?" Tbh asked noone in general. "No, i'm scared" Nadwe said, not trying to cover his fear. "It's alright lads, we can have one big sleepover, right?" Laff suggested. We all agreed, we'd feel safer. And dragged our sleepingbags to the cafeteria. The floor was hard to sleep on, but nobody reay cared. As soon as we put the lights off, i felt my body calmingly flowing away into a dream.

About 870 words... i dont know i had to fill up i'm sorry xd
Also sorry again for being gone... i hope you still enjoyed even if it's not really good