24. Sneaking Out

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AN: Okay, I met my requirement in less then two hours, to my delight! I'll ask for the same requirement at the end, because I'd feel bad to raise it.

Anyway, I officially adore you guys! 962 when I checked this morning! I know it's not a lot, because most people get like 20000+ and stuff, but I'm not very popular on here, and I REALLY appreciate everything. I need to update more, too. And make longer chapters... And better chapters... I'm a mess. xD anyway, here it is, sorry for my rant! Oh, and I'm trying to make this chapter longer for you guys.

-Taylor<3

ALYSSA'S POV

It was night. Maybe three in the morning. We where sleeping over at Niall's flat, Lucas was in this guest room. I quietly slid out of Niall's arms, pausing when he muttered something in his sleep. When he returned to his adorable light snoring, I went into his draws, where I kept some of my own clothes because I sleep over so often. It being late early January and a freezing night, I dressed in a navy blue long sleeved shirt, that had the troll face on it. It said "trolol" above it. Then some dark jeans. I threw my hair up in a messy bun, and crept out the door, not bothering with a jacket.

Then I sent a text.

"Jamie. Where do you want to meet?" I sent.

He almost immediately responded.

"I'm here" he sent back. I was given a start when I looked up and he was less then twenty feet away.

My head pounded along with the beat of my heart. I felt sick and enraged.

I could surely kill him before he could scream... Hmm...

He reached out for my hand as I approached him. I hesitantly took his hand. I froze as he kissed my forehead and said, "Glad to see you, baby." My eyes where probably as dead as my brain felt. The only thing I felt was the bile that threatened to rise in my throat.

"What do you want to do? We can lay in the grass and watch the stars... It's like three in the morning so that's really all we can do. Let's?" He said absentmindedly, saying "let's?" in a posh accent.

All I did was nod emotionlessly and follow where he lead me by my hand.

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The rest of the night was a blur. I stayed in my dead mode until he told me I could go. The only time I awoke from my dead state is when he leaned down and kissed me. All I could think of was Niall...

Niall Niall Niall...

I betrayed him. Even though Jamie kissed me, and even though I'm doing this to protect Niall, it doesn't feel right. I felt another guy's lips on my lips. That set me into a new state. Into a state of depression. Especially when he leaned down and whispered, "I'll see you tomorrow night. Right?" And I was forced to say yes.

It was five in the morning. It was risky; if Niall had work today he'd be getting up soon. I opened the door slowly, cringing as it squeaked noisily.

I tiptoes into Niall's room, relieved to see he was sprawled out across the bed, the sheets tied and bunched up at his calves.

I sighed, my state of depression just worsened.

I slipped into the bed carefully, laying so I was facing the ceiling. I couldn't sleep, I just stared at the ceiling fan with shame.

How long will this go on? Obviously he can't know. Neither can Luke. I considered Liam, because I can trust him, and he's my comfort buddy. Him and Luke are my comfort buddies. But I can't tell him either. Liam doesn't lie. Surely he would tell Niall or Luke. Louis was out of the question. I don't know about Harry or Zayn. Zayn and I don't really talk, he's shy and I'm outgoing. Harry... Sometimes I think I need to get to know him better.

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