Harry Potter One shorts

No tears left to cry - O.W

I have known Oliver wood my whole life, our parents went to Hogwarts together. He was like family. Although over the years I started to see him differently.  Our parents, on the other hand, thought would get married one day.  

' Red is no longer my favourite colour '

'My favourite songs are no longer played'

'My favouite shirt no longer fits'

'my favourite jeans are no longer my style'

'So please tell me why I'm still crying over the same person who hurt me through all my favourite;

'songs'

'shirts'

'jeans'

'and styles'

It was the year after we left Hogwarts. I remember it so well. 3 things happened that year, 

one- Voldemort was back.

Two- Cedric was murdered and 

three- Oliver broke my heart. 

He had made the quidditch team, and I had started my training to be a healer, I still lived with my parents I didn't want to have to pay for a thing that was unnecessary at the time. and oli had gotten his own flat, he was a big-time quidditch player he had the money. and at first, everything was great. movie nights, lunch dates, I went to all his games. I met the team, Benji was one of the chasers, I liked him. Mary on the other hand I didn't like her, she was the seeker. and she was a good one at that. but she was also very flirty, well around Oliver anyway, always find an excuse to sit next to him, touching his arms, laughing at all his joke (even the really bad ones) at first I thought that maybe he didn't notice. but it got worse and worse, until one night I had enough.

We were at the team party, they had a big match coming up that weekend. Oliver spent the majority of the night with her. Someone who didn't know me asked if they were dating and she moved closer to him and linked his arms, and HE didn't even deny it. I excused myself and grabbed my coat and left. 

I had gotten to my home, my parents were gone for the week so I was alone, he didn't even try and stop me or ask what was wrong. probably didn't notice too occupied I suppose. I went to my room threw on a pair of joggers and a top, I went to my mirror to take my make up off and my eye fell o to the picture on it, of us. last year he had finally won the house cup, and colin had gotten a photo of when he had picked me up and sprung me around. we looked so happy, so in love. 

what happened?

 I could feel my eyes starting to sting as I hold tears back. I start to take my make-up off trying to stay calm. but all I can think of is how he hasn't even noticed I'm gone yet.

That did it. The tears I'd been holding back were falling free like a dam that had just been blown up or a waterfall. I let out a loud sob, holding onto my chair for balance. soon the hurt turned to anger, and I grabbed the closest thing to me a throw it at the door. 

"whoa watch it love you - wait are you crying?" 

Oliver. He was at my bedroom door. 

I just turn around and began to take the rest of my make-up, I paused for a second looking at the mess I had become. 

"Love?    What's wrong? I tried to find you and  Benji said had left."

I ignore him, seriously he didn't even notice. wow. 

"sophie. C'mon. talk to me" I felt his hand on my shoulder.

"NO." I turned quickly and slapped his hand off "I'VE HAD ENOUGH, JUST GO BACK TO YOUR PARTY WITH HER"

"W-what are you talking about? With WHO?" at this point he had stepped forward, so close I could feel his breath.

" come on Olie! you are not that oblivious."  He raised his eyes and motioned his hands indicating to continue.

"MARY OLIVER!" I ran my hands through my hair "SHE INTO YOU. EVERYONE SEES IT, ALWAYS FLIRTING WITH YOU, ALWAYS TOUCHING YOU. STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!"

"LIKE WHAT? SOPH THIS IS INSANE"

"I FUCKING SAW IT OLIVER, TODAY THAT REPORTER ASK IF YOU WERE A COUPLE AND INSTEAD OF SAYING NO SHE MOVED CLOSER" I stopped I needed a second 

"and do you know what's worse? YOU.   you let her do it, and you were enjoying it"

"I- you're kidding me right. Sophie, it was a fucking question nothing is happening between us, Fuck sake trust me"

"ONE I never said you did anything I do trust you."

"Okay what's the problem then"

"GOD your not even listening. how do you think I feel watching that knowing I'm never going to be as fit as her, or as pretty, I'm never going to have that connection with you that she has which would be fine if she was respectful of our relationship but she not!"

"I can't believe this you're telling me I can't even be friends with another woman! You're crazy, you realise that right. what you think I don't get jealous of when you speak to other guys, cause I do but I trust you, I trust this" he waves his hand between us

"I didn't say that, stop putting words in my mouth, I just want you to tell her to stop flirting, why is that so hard?"

"it's just her personality sophie, and I'm not going to tell her to stop doing something when we haven't even done anything wrong. I won't" 

"even if it makes me feel like this, makes me feel uncomfortable and hurts me? what you just don't care?" 

"Now who is putting words in people mouths," he says while picking up his coat I didn't even realise he dropped it

"where are you going? we need to talk about this"

"Back to the party," he said coldly 

that hurt it really did before I knew it I felt hot tears down my cheek 

I try to form words but my voice kept breaking 

"back to 'her' you mean"

he didn't say anything he just walked out slamming the door and with that, I fell to the ground and cried until there were no more tears left to cry.