VIII.
i got home and drowned myself with many blankets i could find. don't judge me, let me collect myself.
god, i'm so embarrassing. thinking back, i sound like a fool talking about jungkook to rosé. i'm just sad because she didn't tell me she felt like that for jungkook. i could've stopped myself.
this is your fault jungkook. why do you have to be perfect?
i've been with you for how many years and those past years, i dated 2 men. they all fell through because they weren't you.
i could never love anyone than you.
i hope i can tell you how i feel before i let you go, i wanna tell you so it'll hurt less to let go.
i hope i can tell you so that it'll be easier for me to move on.
i wanna see you and rosé be happy. besides, you guys are my bestfriends, i can't ruin both of your happiness. happiness looks good on you both, i hope i'll find my soon.
i'll just watch from afar and support both of you.
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u know what i'll make it 3 chapters i'm feeling generous buuuutt 🍑 i'll update late tomorrow ☺️
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