When I Asked For Your Love (NamJin/TaeKook)

Right Infront Of You

"We were looking, but somehow, some way we couldn't see..."

-Celine Dion

Weeks had passed since Jungkook and NamJoon had told Jin and Tae about their turnings and when they had first met the two boys. As the days went by, Jungkook and TaeHyung had been able to develop a strong friendship and could often be found sitting in a room together with only the other for company. NamJoon and SeokJin ,on the other hand ,could be found in a room together arguing or possibly just reading something and keeping to themselves while sharing the room with the other. After many days , NamJoon trusted Jin enough to let him go outside, but just like Tae , he couldn't go beyond the tall black metal gate that blocked their exit. Even though they were limited to a certain area it was still nice to go outside every now and then, which was where they were at the moment.

"I still don't trust them," Said Jin, who was lying on his stomach ,as his fingers twiddle with the green grass under them, a pout on his face. "It all seems a little too convenient that they have known us for so long." Rolling over onto his side, he faced his blond friend and asked, "So what do you think, Kim TaeHyung ssi?"

Looking up at the sky with a dreamy look in his eyes ,Tae barely pondered the thought. They had both discussed this many times, and every time it was more like Jin was trying to find a reason to continue hating NamJoon, the older boy had already given up on saying NamJoon had something to do with HoSeok's disappearance. "It could be a lie, but so far they haven't lied about anything ,so why should they lie about that?"

Blushing ,Tae decided it is time he tell Jin something ,he had been keeping to himself for a while now. "Also Jinnie Hyungie, I know this is going to upset you, but I do remember my parents telling me about how when I was little, I would talk about this friend I had and how he looked like a bunny." Tae paused as he thought over what he is going to say. "There's more though, for a while now, I'm feeling as if I've known Jungkookie for a long time, but I can't put my finger on it."

Jin's jaw is hanging open as he stared at his blonde friend. Had Tae gone insane? There was no way in hell they had known Jungkook and NamJoon when they were kids or they would have remembered! "You can't be serious, TaeHyung ! Don't you think we'd remember them if we had met them? They say they have known us since birth—or in your case, since we were little kids—don't you think we would remember them if they were around that much!"

Growing frustrated with his friend ,Tae scowled. "Look SeokJin hyung, I know you want to hate NamJoon hyung, but that doesn't give you the right to think what I'm saying is crazy! Ever since we met them, while I have felt unsafe and uneasy, I have also felt as if I have met someone I've known for a long time, and here's a question for you, SeokJin hyung. Your brother disappeared and then we met them. When you found your brother's jacket in their mansion, you instantly said they were responsible for his disappearance and now look at you, you don't even mention your brother. Could it be that you no longer care about him? Then there is the fact, you no longer blame NamJoon Hyung or Jungkookie ! Hmmm, could it possibly be you have feelings for NamJoon Hyung and rather than blaming him for your brother's disappearance ,like you did ,you rather make him seem like a nice guy? Oh yes, that would explain your frustration since you seem to be having a hard time proving to yourself that he is a good guy."

Growling, Jin sat up, an angry expression in his eyes. "How dare you! I love my brother! I never forget about him! I have nightmares of what could be happening to him, and what makes you say I love Kim NamJoon! I hate him! He only wants blood and sex from me! Unlike you and Jung fucking Kook , TaeHyung , we have no common ground, and even if we did ,there is no way in all the hells I could develop feelings for him!"

Standing up and clenching his fists, Tae glared at his friend. "You are so frustrating! No wonder HoSeok Hyung disappeared! He was probably running away from you!"

Tae gasped and covered his mouth with both hands. Had he really said that? His body began to tremble as everything he said sunk in. How could he say something like that? Reaching out his hand he tried to touch Jin's shoulder, but without even looking at Tae, the other boy pulled back from the touch.

Without giving Tae a glance, Jin stood up and ran away from the blond, shouting into the wind, "Well ,it's finally nice to know how you really feel!"  Tae never saw the hurt and betrayal flash through Jin's eyes as he fled.

Staring after his friend's disappearing form , Tae was in shock. Dropping to his knees ,he stared at his hands with disbelief. In a soft horror filled whisper, Tae uttered four words. "What have I done?"

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Huddled in a little ball in a dark corner, Jin thought over everything that had happened, and whenever he was about to remember what Tae said about HoSeok, he would shake his head in an attempt to ignore it, but he couldn't. Tae's words haunted him to no end and he was starting to believe what the blond had said.

Maybe HoSeok had hated him enough to want to run away. How could he have been so blind to it? HoSeok had always seemed to be pushing him away, but he had never let his brother succeed, so that left running away from him as HoSeok's only option. Tae was right, his brother did hate him.

Holding himself tighter, Jin began to rock back and forth. He hated this. He hated that he had caused his brother to disappear. He hated he couldn't fight off NamJoon, and dare he say it, even possibly enjoyed his company. He hated being trapped. He hated fighting with Tae, but most of all he hated himself. He hated himself for allowing all of this to happen. If only he had been a better brother, or friend, or even smarter, then he and Tae wouldn't be in this mess right now.

Being so caught up in his thoughts, Jin is taken by surprise when he felt two strong arms wrap protectively around his shoulders and pull him into a firm chest. A spicy scent met Jin's nose and he knew in an instant ,it is NamJoon who is embracing him. Allowing himself to be held, he leaned back into the older boy and rested his head on NamJoon's chest. Had NamJoon been human ,he would have heard a heartbeat, but in a comforting attempt, NamJoon tried to give off the sense of being human by allowing himself to breathe.

Looking down at the bundle in his arms, NamJoon tightened his hold on Jin and rested his chin on the other boy's head. Rubbing Jin's back up and down to calm the boy, NamJoon quietly said, "You shouldn't think too much, you'll get exhausted. And before you think I'm insulting you ,I'm not. Sometimes thoughts become too strong and use up all the energy you need for the day." Jin nodded his head and yawned. Smirking at the cute sight before him ,NamJoon continued to hold the vulnerable boy in front of him and felt warmth spread through his body. It had been a while since he had done something like this without it being filled with lust. Wanting to protect the small boy from the world ,NamJoon unfurled his wings and made a barrier of protection.

Jin could feel sleep clawing at his mind as NamJoon's soothing touches made him forget about everything. Before Jin fell into the dark recesses of his mind though ,he saw the black velvet wings burst out from NamJoon's back and felt them wrap around him protectively. Smiling, he buried his face into NamJoon's chest.

I remember NamJoonie . I just can't remember everything, but I remember your protection and love, and for the first time I think I know how deep it goes. I wish I could remember it all, but I remember feelings. I just hope you will let me find HoSeok because not until I find him will I be able to open up to you fully.

And with that last thought ,Jin fell asleep in NamJoon's warm arms.

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Awwwwwww

Jinnie is slowly opening up to Joonie 💜❤️

I'm so proud of my parents 💅

And don't worry , Taekook will come around soon ✅

Afterall , they're the best unit 💜💜💜💗💗💗💗