south park 😦😦

upset heidi x reader

genre: fluff/comfort

1498 words
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The rain softly drizzled down the window and the sounds of the night crickets settled down. You allowed your tired eyes to rest while you lay on the floor listening to the drops hit the window panes. It was around dusk on a June night and you were appreciating how nice everything was in the moment.

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(Heidis POV?? kinda?? ):

"wait- cartman i'm sorry i didn't mean to make you upset, please don't cry.."

i don't want him to be upset i just want everything to be okay

"babe..why do you treat me like this?" eric kept pretending to be hurt and guilt tripping heidi.

"i..i'm sorry!! i just wanna know what's bothering you so i can work on it, can you tell me something i'm doing please.."

"no because you're just gonna shut me down again!!" eric proceeded to start fake crying and curled up into a ball.

"im here to listen i promise" heidi put a hand on the his back and he lightly pushed her back.

"god damn it if i throw a stick will you go fetch it?? leave!" eric harshly shouted causing heidi to jump and back away.

heidi nodded and turned away, making her way to the door.  "if you need me i'll be up" she closed the door and didn't look back; she didn't want her boyfriend to see the tears rolling down her face.

she slowly limped out of view from cartmans window and slumped onto the ground. she covered mouth with the back of her hand, using her mitten to quiet her cries.

why do i keep hurting him??

heidis shakey hands made their way into her coat pocket and pulled out her phone.

(your pov <3):

you tiredly turned your head and looked at your phone; which was buzzing into the carpet. you quickly sat up and looked at the caller id (heidi💗). you accepted the call and smiled excited to be able to talk to heidi.

"hey! i'm sorry to bother you and waste your time b-but i don't know if i can go home right now. can i come over? it's okay if not i understand and i'm sorry." you could hear her sniffling and you could tell she had been crying.

"oh no no that's okay!! do you need me to come and walk you over??"

"n-no its fine im by cartmans house so it won't take me too long to walk"

of course it was cartman

"alright, take your time"

"thank you" her voice was clear that time

"of course heids"

You heard the beep as the call ended and slowly went downstairs. You opened the front door and sat on the porch in the dark but warm scenery. The air was so clear and nice to breathe in at this time of the evening. You let the door remain open to shine some light out into the night.

[Heidis POV]:
damn it! no matter how hard i try i keep messing up everything. i've tried and tried everything i'm trying to solve problems but i'm just expanding them. i'm so irritating i always have something to criticize. i just want to be happy with somebody. i know there's good in eric and i love that about him and if i leave him i'm not giving him a chance to show it. is it even okay for me to wanna see it? what's wrong with with me??

[your pov]:
Your eyes darted up from your fidgety fingers. A slow and dark moving figure made its way closer to you. You saw that adorable hat you loved and identified heidi. She was sniffling and trying to stop herself from crying.