Untold Love

Chapter 9

Hunny's POV

As planned my father make his way out of his normal route to drop me at Zane's house.  And now I'm sitting on their dining table with warm milk and pancakes infront of me while trying to answer so many questions of this four people. Being said that they're all shocked is understatement , I know that this news blow their minds out but still they never say anything bad about it.  They comfort me in any way possible.

" So, what are your plans now? Zane ask after sipping on his coffee.

" Well, ahmn .. . Same as usual , I'll be off to Miami in few days . And I want Belle to come with me ." I say then cut my pancakes and and chew up one quarter part of it .
" Actually I'm planning to visit her at the store now to deliver the news and of course you need to come with me Zane." I added while still chewing .

" Sure no problem , let me finish my breakfast first.  Then I'll freshen up ." He answered with a wide smile.

" Hun, do you have plans on letting Trevor know about this? " Mommy annie asked . She looked at me with so much concern. Same expression with daddy john who's sitting beside her. While Summer was busy reading her teenage story book.

" I don't think so mom, we all knew that he's probably very busy right now.  And I don't want to put headaches on his head." I make a gulp on my milk and I feel good when the warmness of the milk run down my food basket..

" But he must know dear. Yes , Circumstances may happen but he needs to know . After all he's the father . And If in case he'll refuse, then it's his lost not yours." daddy john cross his arms on his chest while looking at me. 

"Yes sweetie , don't be so afraid of  --- what ifs ."  Mommy  Annie added.

" Okay , I'll think about it ." I simply answer to stop this conversation 'coz It's making me sick .

" I think I'll go ahead and freshen up . I texted Brian and Genald already . They'll come here any minute from now." Zane say and run upstairs .

I'm craving for ice cream so we're planning to surprise Belle at the supermarket then buy ice cream from there . I feel my stomach growl just thinking about ice cream . So I conclude that it's not me who craves for ice cream --- it's the living creature inside me who does .

After I finished my breakfast . I waited for Zane at the garden . I sit on the bench covered by a large shelter. I take out my phone and try to entertain my self by browsing IG . Flipping random photos posted by my common friends and families when one picture catches my attention. It was posted by a girl I'm not familiar with, but the man hugging her from behind while smiling is beyond familiar to me 'coz saying he's familiar to me is understatement . He's definitely more than familiar to me . He's Trevor ! The father of my unborn child! And now he's hugging someone? And looks like his enjoying his time with the girl . Oh! So maybe this girl keeps him  busy to the least point that he didn't even tried to call me for the past 2months!

I feel like all the air escape from my body . I can't breathe and I can feel that my heart rate is  getting faster and faster! I stand  to catch some air , I hold the part of my chest then slowly run my hands in up and down motion. I'm on that position when Zane approach me from behind .

"Hey! Are you ok? You're pale , do you feel any pain?" He look so worried . I want to answer him ---- yes ! My heart right now is so painful to the point that I can't even breathe properly! But I don't want to voice it out because I don't want him to worry so much . So without any word I hand him my phone and let him see what I just saw . Confusion draw on his cute face.

" I don't think I need to tell him about this anymore." I say then Zane look at me and look at my phone again .

" This must be misunderstanding Hun. You need to ask him first ."