Why With You?

Hi this is a letter from the writer, since this is my first chapter its not gonna be so good but hope you people enjoy it please give me ideas or help me to get better hope you guys like it.✨🙏

Hi my name is Hiroshi Daisuke im 19 years old,

my parents work at a cleaning company my mom married my dad for money and my dad married her for the same thing, they never really loved each other and when they had my brother they were so happy because he was the perfect child.
But there happiness disappeared when i was born...

they scream at me for everything telling me that i didn't worked for nothing.

they never really cared about me they cared more about my brother more since he was very smart and good looking and had a nice future coming towards him while i was just different,

I was a disappointment for them I wasn't as smart as him i spend more time looking at things that gave me happiness then drawing them or taking pictures of people's happy life and i felt like it was my own happiness but it all disappeared when there yelling started...

Sometimes I think If god made humans to do good to this world to be something necessary in this world, then why did bring me to life, why?

When i want to feel finally alone and safe there are others who bother you who bully you just for fun because they don't wanna be the ones who are getting bullied so they choose to be the bullies.

I work at a normal store just to earn money to leave home and finally be free, I like to see people happy when they are at the store it brings me a smile even though its just for a while some time little kids look at me when i try to smile at them they glance at my arms and start looking away,

even though they are fight marks.

But still... I cover them off

There was nothing special in my life.

But then one normal day while i was working, a guy entered the store with a black hoodie, a mask, and with a knife on hand he tried to rob the store, then he almost tried to hurt a little girl when i saw it i just ran into the guy without thinking about getting hurt and pushed him into the floor then I realized he didn't wanted to hurt no one because he threw the knife to the other side and tried to escape before police arrived at the store.

he had a mask on, i couldn't see his face except for his black hair and blue dark eyes like the ocean , he was very thin and had white skin almost like snow.

Not gonna lie he looked weak but he wasn't he was very strong but not that much.

while i was on top of him i had him with his hands on the back of him pinned down in the floor, then he started laughing and pushed me off and to the wall and grabbed a rope that he found and tied my hands, feet and mouth, as soon as the police came he had already had escaped.