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You stand out a lot And are usually the centre of attention. All you want is to elevate and all others want is to see you fall.
Skip to performance It was like 6am and I woke up to shower after brushing my teeth I did my hair in half up half down and diffused my curls. I put some hairspray to slick the top part and did casual edges. I put a little bit of concealer under my eyes lip liner and lip gloss then put on some lashes and mascara and highlighter on my nose. I put on deodorant moisturised and put concealer over my scars. Highlighted my collar bones and my shins and thighs and put on some perfume. My nail tech arrived and just did a white gel on my natural nails to match my costume. My nerves where high. I called a car to pick me up and take me to the performance. I was performing infront of many professionals and agencies. When I got to the dressing rooms I took a picture of my outfit and posted it on my spam
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I put it on and then the heels. This was the part that made me nervous. The heels My manager and dance coach came in and started to run the dance with me I was doing a solo then straight after a duet. All this training and then next 10 minutes is what matters. I stuck all my tricks and spins and started working in my expression. I have to make sure I perform the dance. Tell a story. They brought my dance partner in and we started running the dance he was good at dancing but his face was completely numb. All of our lifts where good and he knew the choreography so I guess I'd have to be the "wow factor" We still had 10 minutes till we performed and we started walking to the wings I saw mattia and hugged him. He was such a comfort for me
Mt: who's this Y: my dance partner Mt: okk... well good luck I'll be cheering you on Y: thank you We smiled at eachother he lightly kissed my cheek and walked off We ran through the dance but not fully Then they called my name I walked out and started dancing My nerves where on fire but I knew I had to nail this routine.
Skip to after I went to greet all important visitors and introduce myself
I was sore but I put on a smile and made my best first impression
I ran to mattia after getting my bag out the dressing room I jumped into his arms and he carried me Mt: even with heels on your small Y: your just a giant He carried me into the lobby and I signed out
-Incoming call mama- Ym: hello mija you did so good I watched it live Y: thank you ma Ym: I'm gonna be here for a little bit but I'm working on something big for us Y: ok ma I love you Ym: I love you too mija speak to you soon love you -call ended-
Mt: what's up Y: my mas not coming back for a while Mt: it's fine we'll keep you company You smile and he puts his arm around you
You get home and you order food since your off your diet Mt: dannnnng fatazz Y: I know I been working out He laughed Mt:has anyone ever told you that your personality is amazing Y: which one He laughed again Mt: there's more Y: of course there is, who do you think reassures me and tells me we're not crazy Mt: ohhh right He smiled We finished our food and went to get drinks out the fridge You burp as you close the fridge Y: pardon me Mt: I ain't never seen an attractive burper Y: I ain't never seen someone with a burp fettish Mt: let's get to know eachother more Y: sure what do you wanna know Mt: what's your goal in life Y: be successful so I can lion after my ma and give her everything she gave me Mt: this is why I fw you most people would've said get money for themselves Y: nah all the opportunities I have today, is because of my ma . Ever since I was born she has built my career Mt: for real? Y: yep my first shoot was for a commercial when I was 2 weeks old Mt: that's crazy 2 weeks ?! Y: yep then I modelled stopped because I wanted to do cheerleading and acting, then we had to move so I quit got into dance singing and modelling again even though I didn't want to Mt: we'll my main goal is to be happy and make the people I love happy. To live a peaceful life Y: I like that but not you chose the wrong career path for that We both started laughing Mt: what can I say I like being in the spotlight sometimes Y: it is nice sometimes just not all the time Mt: anything your looking forward to Y: well I'm starting a reality tv show but I'm only partly looking forward to the path it will make not the actual show Mt: why not it sound cool Y: a camera following me around paparazzi not my thing Mt: it will be fine just look towards the good Y: I try You guys just chill out for the evening grab some popcorn and watch a movie and fall asleep playing with his hair
