Me ranting if you care.
I have never felt more alone. Cheezey i know, but i really feel that way. I kin tommy in more ways than i want to. I am in an irl dsmp situation. My best friend started dating a few months ago but their being extra touchy now. Right after i get back from quarantine too. I have this really toxic person that i told i dont want to be friends to her face but out of all the times ive done that to her she loops back and i dont want her too. I cant do this anymore i just wanna idk disappear. I want to not exist but i dont want to die. Make sense??
I get misgendered every fucking day i can not stand it. At least call me by my name. Noooo wait i havent even told my parents and if they did they would only disrespect me more. I mean back to the best friend thing neither of them call me by my name. Neither does the toxic friend. I just wanna go somewhere where its more idk easy.
