THE LIFE OF THE THIRD FORMERS

i forgive you but i dont want you back

At home I sat doing ma assignment when suddenly a message came in on ma phone from ma ex. I never wanted to read it because I  was angry with him but i still had feelings for him.

Roman: hey babe

Asha: what do you want?????

Roman: imy Asha

Asha:  and thats my fault?????

Roman: no its not.

              Look am Sorry, I never meant to.

               Have been regretting that day

                Ever since. Please forgive me

Asha: just leave me alone.

Roman:am not gonna stop until you're  

             Mine again.

At that moment I knew he was Sorry . But I didn't know what to do so I just played hard although I forgave him. I stopped doing ma assignment and layed in bed thinking about what he said. I really loved him........
I Guess He told his mom about what happened. She messaged me. Her name was Kelly.

Kelly: Hi there

Asha: hi

Kelly: I Guess this might feel a lil awkward

          Since I've never really talked to you

           Before so amma just be straight

           Forward . Have never seen ma son

            Cried before over a girl and he's

           Crying now. Seems he really loves

             you. Hope you could forgive him.

Asha:I forgave him but I just want him to

         feel what I felt. Not to hurt him but

          just to let him see what I went

         through.

A tear fell from my eye as I read the text. He never tells his mom anything about his relationships or Whats going on in his life....

I called ma current bf and told him I needed a break from the relationship. He asked Whats wrong caused I  sounded real sad. I had no guts to answer as I threw ma phone down. I cried myself to sleep. I slept for about 5 hours awoken by a call from Roman.

Roman: Asha?????

Asha:yes

Roman: Just hear me out aiite. Am really
.             Sorry .please forgive me. I
              Need you back in my Life.
              I love you Asha. I've had
              sleepless nights thinking
              about you.

Before he could say anything else he burst into tears. I've never heard a guy cried this much (Tbh he sounded like a girl ). All I could say was "I love you too ".I told him Goodnight because I didn't want him to hear me cry.

>>>two weeks later >>>>>

Fel:am so tired

Asha:I wonder why (giggles )

Fel:ma knees are weak. You know ma stuff
     already.

Asha:Omg it happened.

Fel: sighzzz

Asha: me and Roman talking buh we're
           never doing that. He don't deserve
  .         It again, he cheated so Thats his
             Punishment.

Fel:(giggles ) you're one hard ass you know
     that. Anyways lets go to the mall tomorrow. I'll tell the girls.