I clutch at my bleeding heart
as it beats inside my chest
wishing I could take it out
wishing I was dead
I just want to stop the pain
trapped inside my head
the one that comes from my heart
the feelings that I dread
I wish I could just turn it off
the emotions that I feel
they are what's killing me
they are what is real
for just once
I don't want to feel
I don't want to care
I don't want to be real
I want to be numb, indifferent, detached
I don't want this heart
beating in my chest
I want it all to stop
the emotions
always fighting in my brain
they are slowly driving me insane
I just want it to disappear
the good isn't worth all this pain
so please take away my heart
I have nothing left
to gain
except for releasing
my agonizing pain
