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Postpartum Depression

Kim Namjoon

Looking at your 3 year old child drowning in the water. You felt some sort of gilt. But other then that, you felt nothing.

You stood there looking at him calling out to you. His little hands a feet kicking in the water

You were gonna fully drown him but, your husband came at that moment

"Y/n? What the hell are you doing!" He shouted at You and pushed you aside to get the baby out of the water

"I didn't mean to-"

"Oh shut it" he cut you off and left the room

Tears started pouring out of your eyes. You sat on the floor and grabbed your hair in frustration

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Namjoon came back and looked at you crying a sobbing on the floor

"He is only three years old. How can you do that?"

"I-I don't know I-"

"Let's go. There is something wrong with you and we are going to check it"

He dragged you to his car and forced you in

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"Sir.Kim your wife is suffering PostPartum Depression. Many mothers suffer from that."

"But she drowned the baby"

"I know I know, but they plan to hurt the baby and themselves. You just need to support her and in no time, she will all happy again"

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The whole car ride was painfully silent

You opened the door and was gonna leave to go to the room but namjoon held your hand

"I'm sorry for yelling at you-"

"I have made a decision. I know Wonsan needs his mother. But at this point I'm just gonna hurt him more"

"W-what is your decision?

"I'm leaving this country. I'm moving to Australia till I get better and my mental health is okay. I don't want to hurt him anymore"

"I'm sorry namjoon. But it's better for you, me and Wonsan."

"I never wanted to hurt you or Wonsan joon. But I want to leave so I  don't hurt him anymore"

"I'll start my packing soon. I already booked the tickets"

"I'll come back soon joonie. Wait for me"