When I cry the tears jump back into my eyes because i know even through my nights of crying no one will sympathize
Sorry I couldn't bring my father back with my birth who knew being born came with all the hurt the lying the crying the ranting the screaming , the ill call you backs , and no you won'ts , telling lies a 3 year old won't even believe in , but I do a good job to conceal it using my strongest concealer because if my mother wasn't so bold and dominant I would have already learned to conceal her , punish me because my ears my nose and head reflect him and she sees him in me and can't deal with the hurt so this time she can laugh In His face and say lesson learned as another way to reject him , Sometimes I smile to hide the pain I mean don't we all try to ease the pain Because 1 more arrest will drive me from crazy to insane , in pain I guess I'm just in pain because even when I'm happy I still think the same thing that things won't be okay because my brother is homeless and needless to say I feel on my own and even though I know I can make it. I regret trying to talked to you and I was jacking true love now you moving funny and allat a dub been on my own since birth and taught myself my own self worth cause nobody stuck by my side told me it's okay and that I'll be alright I always mess with some fuck boys and they do me dirty so im not helping anybody cause I'm the only one who hasn't deserted me
