Related to my family?! {BTS x Reader (oc) x Stray Kids}

Ch-4

I decided to actually lessen the traumatic events than I originally planned to so.. ya- also, *insert serious face*

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"Shhh, it's ok!" Says jisung is a very comforting tone

"No, it's not ok.. it hurts! It hurts way to much than it is supposed to" this way the most pain she'd felt in years, it hurt way more than when it did hen she fell down the stairs just a month ago- it's like the painkiller that was always present just went out of effect by 100%..

At that moment the others came in, jins anger(which wasn't actually as bad as she felt it was) was overpowered by worry, he felt really bad seeing you in that state, though he didn't even know you as much.. during the hours he'd known you- he never once could have imagined to see you in that state, he truly believed you were strong, you even said so yourself

"What happened here?" Asks the second oldest present as the oldest was in some sort of daze or shock

"I don't know, she suddenly started crying and now she is saying it hurts over and over again" answers jisung

"I- I'm sorry" you say feeling ashamed of not being able to hold yourself

You quickly wipe down your tears and try your best to ignore the pain in your thighs(yes BoTh thighs) calves(it has been there for 2-3 days but you neglected it) your head you have had a dizzy head for like weeks now but you ignore it) not to mention your eye burning like fire

"It's fine, I'm ok! Idk what happened there but I'm just fine! And no, it's the first time this happened to me" I say

"We didn't even ask and no! you aren't ok.. What happened? Did you think we were going to harm you? But we didn't hit you or anything and you were chanting 'it hurts'.. what happened?" Jin asks

"I-its nothing- nothing happened and idk why I chanted it hurts, ig I just felt really really scared.. and I don't think I thought that you'd hurt me.. you all are some of the most caring people ik" I say with a fake smile, only at the end was the smile genuine

"Hyung! Her thighs are red" jungkook says, clearly and worriedly shocked

"Omg, avya what happened? Why aren't you telling us anything? And don't think that I can not know your fake smile AFTER I've seen your genuine one!" Rm says trying to get anything out of me

"I- its- I usually have my left thigh red, it's just my way of controlling my fangirling" I say

"Was that what hurt?" Asks chan

I stay silent not wanting to answer it

"I'll take that as a yes" he replies

"Does it always hurt that much?" Asks jisung

"N-no" I answer

"Did anything else hurt?" Asks lee know

I quickly say a no and wipe away my tears, again

"Kind of, but I'm fine now- the pain just took me by surprise" I say smiling the biggest smile I can, I also made sure it looked as realistic and genuine as it could be..

"O-ok, I'm guessing you don't want to talk about it, but whenever you do, we will listen" says namjoonie

"Example 1, situation 1, listen and repeat- PARDON?" I say trying to lighten up the mood and to get my point of 'not ever going to tell that to anyone' across

"Bralalla-... Pardon" I say as soon as I say the above line

"Aai, come on!" Says the meme maker himself(aka rm)