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a/n : almost at they end y'all. A few more chapters😢

"Sure, Wait here." Felix got up and grabbed Jisung's phone from the nightstand beside the bed. He dialed Jisung's mother and the phone started to ring.

He gave the phone to Jisung while the phone was still ringing.

"C-Can you let us talk privately?" Jisung asked as he got up from the floor and wiped his eyes. Felix nodded and left the room. He closed the door behind him and went to the living room.

Jisung's Mother finally answered the phone.

"Hello? Sungie?"

"Hey, Mom..." His voice slightly cracked.

"Hey, is something wrong? Are you ok?" Her voice was very comforting and sweet, even through a phone call.

"N-No..." A tear fell from Jisung's eye but he quickly wiped it away. He sat at the edge of his bed while looking around the room.

"Sungie, tell me what's wrong."

"I-It happened again, but much w-worse."

The line was silent but you could hear the sigh from the other line.

"Are you ok? How is it much worse?" She was concerned cause the last time this happened, Jisung wouldn't leave his room and he won't eat for days.

"I really liked him, but he cheated on me for someone who for him is way better than me." Jisung's voice started to die down a bit. He finally composed himself to talk straight even though he isn't.

He then explained everything about Minho. From when they met to the present incident. He really loved this school but seeing Minho around will surely be a problem. This was also the same reason why he changed schools before going to JYP High.

He needed to avoid his ex because seeing him will make Jisung break down instantly.

"Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry I'm not there right now."

"No, it's fine. Don't worry." He assured his Mother.

"Ok, but are you really sure you want to transfer schools? This is your dream school."

"I am sure, don't worry. I already have a school in mind." He got up and walked towards his bag. He grabbed a pamphlet from inside and opened it up.

It read, "HYBE University". He found this pamphlet while in class. It wasn't that far away from JYP High but also not close enough for any encounters with his friends.

He didn't plan on telling everyone. He only plans to tell Felix, Seungmin, and Jeongin. He contemplated if he wants to tell Hyunjin but he surely wouldn't be able to keep it a secret.

"Ok then, I'll be there tomorrow to arrange your transfer. Message me the school you have in mind then I'll take care of it. Oh, and by the way, Jennie is mad right now. She wants to beat the boy that broke your heart." Jisung chuckled.

"Tell her no one's stopping her." Jisung's mother giggled at the thought of someone like Minho being beaten up by Jennie.

"Ok, see you soon Sungie! Take care!" Jisung bid his goodbye before hanging up the call. He smiled at his phone seeing Him and Minho at the beach as his wallpaper.

He sat on his bed and stared at the picture. That one phrase kept ringing in his head.



'Not my fault she was better'




He thought, was he actually the one who was at fault? If only he was better then Minho would've stayed with him but he wasn't. He wasn't better, he was worse. Insecurities started piling up in Jisung's mind as his thoughts were being abused by everything he thought about himself. Everything he thought he was good at and was his charm were now being torn to pieces and we're now being replaced by insecurities.

He used to feel confident in his rapping but now he felt disgusted by the level of his skills. 'I really am that bad huh?' He asked himself.

He stood up and opened his bedroom door. "Seung, Lix, Innie, Jinnie, can I talk to you guys for a sec?" He called out as he slightly opened the door and peeked his head out.

The four walked into Jisung's bedroom. Jisung closed the door behind them and walked over to the group who were now sitting on the floor.

"I need to go back home after the festival. There was an emergency with my grandparents so I won't be here for a while. Can you guys please keep this a secret?" The lie smoothly rolled out of Jisung's tongue as if it was real.

"What's wrong?" Felix asked and Jisung just shrugged.

"After I talked with my mom, she suddenly informed me of the emergency." Jisung was getting a bit nervous because he knows Felix, and he knows when he is lying so he really is trying his best to act like he was telling the truth.

Earlier, he thought that maybe, it would just be best for him to disappear from every one of his friends' lives. Someone like him shouldn't even have friends as good as them. He thought he was doing things right it was just his insecurities for himself clouding and corrupting his mind.

"Ok, we won't tell anyone." Felix agreed to Jisung's request, The others following Felix's decision.

"Thank you, guys!" Jisung hugged Felix and everyone started joining the hug.

'I'm sorry...'

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