Amire's life

Episode 1:Introduction

       Hello,my name is amire wilson,I am 18 years old now,I am from united state in north america.
       I live in new york city with my mom Tera wilson who works as a private military scientist.

     I am usually left alone at home tho am used to it now as it has been like this for quite a while now,

     I am in grade 12 at grielly high school,I literally get refered to as a rebel in school but in good way as i don't cause troubles but get involved in them one way,
     I and my friends weren't bullies neither were we bullied,we just don't follow other people at the back or take orders from candidates in school except of course teachers,
    
     We sticked to our rules alone which make us untouchable.

     I have two friends going by the names Amanda steve and jason derulo

    Amanda attends the same school as i did while jason travelled out of the country chasing his music career ever since our 9th grade.

      At this age i noticed this weird reaction i had when angry or emotional.

      I starts to twitch momentarily and heart skips a beat once,My heart reduces its pace again so slow that i can no longer hear,I start to black out slowly as if going to sleep but can still feel my body moving without having any control over it.

      At this state I felt nothing. Not emotions nor pain,
    I become heartless and free like I was reborn with no care or fear of anything or anyone,
     
    The only describtion I could give to this state was "Half death".

     This feeling could not be explained to anyone as it will be weird and confusing.My mom was also not the best person to talk to as she would think i need medical care
      
     She might even eventually believe and enroll me as a lab-rat.It will also be unreasonable to see doctors as they will carry out different caterogies of tests on me and conclude me matter as a case-study

    The only people who knew and had witness this Half death before and decided to help were my two besties and my partner Zack chase who has always loved me before and after witnessing it.

      This phobia must have manufactured from my 9th grade.
    i will explain better starting from the very beginning as it all went down like this...

         As we all know that every mummy and daddy decide to have a child either male or female sooner or later so my parents discussed about having me......,too far,okay lets just start from here;

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       "I was 15 years at this time in grade 9.I had depression at age 14 as the matter of engaging in a relationship pressure from classmates and responsibilities in school from students.The management saw me responsible which allowed them rely on me.It was heavy on me as the demanding of the best grades in class from the management and my parents laid on me.

      I was always left home alone as the only child to manage things on my own.That was anxiety on its own with extra isolation as a sous.
    
      At home,I was left with responsibilities on house duties and chores since my mom wasn't always literally around
     
      I literally took care of myself and mastered adulthood in an early stage.As a kid my childhood died ealier than it should have,so I was forced to mature at a very young age.

        In school,some will say I was proud as I didn't like to associate much with people since I was used to loneliness While some also thought i was prideful as I talked with much more wisdom and no immaturity.