you and your mum arrive at tommy's for the meeting you walk in the room where your family is and the all state at you "what you all looking at"you say to very one as polly
pushes you to sit down "shut up and sit down"
"okay so we have a new member of the peaky blinders joining us today i would like to introduce you to
him"tommy says as a boy walks into the room "everyone meet Isaiah Jesus"tommy says welcoming the boy into the room
it's been a hour and everyone has gotten to know isaiah your sat at the bar and you can just see you mum constantly watching you to make sure your not drinking or doing anything your not supposed to do
"hi i guess your y/n pollys a daughter"he says smiling "yeah i am how do you know"you say "your cousins where talking about you saying that you have bad anger issues so i probably shouldn't mess with you"he says laughing and you laugh back "anyway can i get you a drink"he says "of corse you wait in the backroom i will be back just going to speak to my mum"you say walking away from the bar
"mum im just going in the back room to talk with my friend"you say trying not to look her in the eyes cause she will know your lying "okay tell me if you go anywhere else"polly says as you walk off "oh and y/n if you feel yourself getting angry just walk away from the situation and come find me okay"polly shouts to you
you walk into the back room and see isaiah waiting by the table with bottles of whisky
it's been 2 hours and you and isaiah have been talking mostly laughing and you have had a bit to many to drink and your pissed
"i love you isaiah"you slur out "y/n i think your drunk"he says "what no i'm not"you say falling onto him you both lock eyes you lean in for a kiss as your mum walks in "what on earth is going on in here"polly says grabbing you "i was just about to come and get you ms gray"he says worriedly "yeah fucking looks like it"she says angrily as she realises your drunk "how many has she had"polly says "erri er- i- i think 2 bottles"isaiah says stuttering
"right come on we can't leave cause i need to watch your cousins invade something goes wrong so you can come sober up with me"she says walking away "mummy i can't feel my legs"you say as you fall but isaiah catches you and you both lock eyes again "come on"she says holding you up
polly puts you on a chair near the table "y/n how many times have i told you to not drink or get drunk when we go out somewhere"polly says in frustration "i don't know"you slur out "well the answer is a lot and how many times do you listen to me"she questions "none"you stutter out
tommy walks over to where you and polly are "what's up with you"tommy asks but you don't answer "she's drunk and i walked in on her kissing isaiah"polly says "YOU WHAT ISAIAH IS IN THE NEW MEMBER OF THE PEAKY BLINDERS"tommy shouts in anger "i'm sorry tommy"you say sarcastically "you know what y/n i've had enough with your behaviour we can't take you anywhere without you causing fucking trouble" she argues you stand up and fall but polly catches you "WELL IF YOU HATE ME THAT MUCH DONT FUCKING INVITE ME"you shout you try to hit tommy but polly and ada hold you back "tommy please leave your presents her just seems to anger her more"polly says to tommy still holding you back "cmon love let's sit down shall we"ada says to you trying to calm you down as tommy walks away "YEAH PISS OF"you shout to tommy
it's been 10 minutes and you sitting with ada and polly "y/n you can't keep doing this to yourself"ada says worriedly "OH MY GOD IVE HAD IT UO TO HERE WITH PEOPLE TRYING TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO YOU CAN ALL
FUCK OF"you shout as you stand from your seat "y/n dont raise your voice at me"ada says rudely
you go to hit her but you feel someone pulling you back you turn round and see arthur "right calm down"he says repeatedly pulling you into the back room away from everyone
you throw a bottle of booze across the room in anger "eh stop come her"arthur says pulling you in for a hug as you start crying into his shoulder "what's going on with you eh"arthur says concerned for you " i just get so angry and i can't control it i don't mean to upset people i just can't control it"you say still crying "eh i was the same"arthur says "but your not anymore how did you stop"you question "well first you need to stop with the drinking because that certainly doesn't help and you only 14 so you shoshone be drinking anyway"arthur laughs
polly walks into the room with tommy "TOMMY CANT YOU JUST FUCKUNG LEAVE ME ALONE"you scream across the room and arthur grabs you "eh remember what i said control y/n just breath just breath"arthur says as you calm down
"y/n listen i'm sorry for shouting at you"tommy apologies but you walk out the room tommy goes to follow
you but is stopped by arthur "leave her tommy she will come to you when she's ready polly you go after her she needs her mum".
polly walks up to you and hugs you "are you okay"polly asks as she sees you crying "yeah i'm fine"you lie "no your not what's up"polly says "it's just tommy i get into arguments with everyone because of tommy i can't see him without starting arguments it's just like he always has
something to say about me i hate him"you shout "you need to learn how to control your anger before it gets the best of you"polly says "i know mum i know"
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y/n gray | peakyblinders
Fanfictiony/n gray is polly grays daughter she is 14 years old she has been good for most of her life but the past year her behaviour has gotten worse read to follow her journey and see what happens next
