Dig into me

Chapter 1

Slap, spite, choke a rhythm we built up too.
It wasn't like this before, he was just a teenager than. Now a man, I look up at him while I swallow his veiny hard cock. He smashes my brains out with both hands planed firmly on my skull making me feel dizzy. After being air blocked every second he pushes his throbbing pink perfectly mushroomed head down to my vocal cords.
The last slap to my face and I'm paddling on the floor. As he removes his gun from my mouth he shoots his warm white release to cover my freshly breathing face. He finishes with his hands around my throat bring me off my knees and spitting in my mouth. Kissing me on the top of my head and turning to the shower.

Clean up he hisses at me as he grabs a cigarette and gently places it in between his lips. He can be cold sometimes but it only makes me want him more.

Slipping my white paint face under the water to wash his seed away. I whisper in to the water I love you tone.

                             Five years earlier
MONA my mother yells from her kitchen window.
I just got here Madre I'm coming, I brought soda and beer I yell back
barely pushing the fence to the backyard open with both hand full of drinks
My yaya spots me and I yell over the Tejano music Que pasa yaya?

Jr come help Mona take those inside. My yaya tells them as she leans in to hug me and kiss my face.

I'm good baby just glad to see everyone here she says in her heavily spanish accent. You know your tio Juan was arrested last week for fight so vato down the street from us and he finally got released yesterday.

My yaya Maria and tio Juan have been ride or dies since high school bailing him out of jail is now a ritual for them.

Just when I was about to speak Jr comes up to me with another guy. 

Que pasa Mona? He asks as he reaches over to grab the box of drinks from my hands had kisses me on the check. This is my friend Anthony, Anthony was coved in tattoos like Jr but bald and with facial hair. He looked older than Jr. by maybe a year or two maybe 23. Jr is 21 but looks like a baby still even covered in tattoos

Que pasa? He smriks up at me taking the another box from my other hand.

I'm good just trying to get inside before my mom starts yelling at me. I tell them after I break eye contact with Anthony also telling
Yaya that I was gonna go inside, she nods and heads back to mi tio Juan

Following the guys inside to save my bare shoulders from the smoldering heat of South Texas.
Ama I'm here what do you need help with I tell her with my arms wrapped around her. She turns from the stove and kisses me. Looking at me funny she say flaca pero the dress is bonita baby. 

Oh ma stop it I'm fine, what do you need help with I ask her again.
She point to the small white refrigerator and says get all the stuff out to make salsa.

Waking over to the refrigerator I can hear Anthony and Jr talking in the living room filling up the mini ice chest to take outside.

She is fine homie, imma get that number homeboy watch me Anthony says smiling at Jr

Man she is in 30 dog, she ain't gonna fuck around with your cholo ass. Plus she is my prima that's fucked up to talk about like that to me Jr laughs.

Anthonys still laughing as he says Dog you are seriously telling me that hena in there isn't fine, she looks like a young Jlo prima or not she is fine fool.

Fucked up man Jr says disgusted

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Papi can get you grab me a towel I say softly over the water.
I can see Tone move from the only window in the bathroom putting is cigarette on the windowpane to grab me a towel.