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Lyrics -
(Am I Am I? Am I Am I?)
Am I still alive, where am I, I cry,
Who was it that pulled the trigger, was it you or I.
I'm completely numb, why you acting dumb?
I won't blame myself cause we both know you were the one.

I don't know what to do, and you don't know what to say,
The scars on my mind are on Replay R-Replay,
The monster inside you is torturing me,

The scars on my mind are on Replay R-Replay-ay.
Replay R-Replay-ay.
The scars on my mind are on Replay R-Replay-ay.

Every single day, yeah, I dig a grave,
And I sit inside it wondering if I'll behave,
It's a game I play, and I hate to say,
You're the worst thing and the best thing that's happened to me.

I don't know what to do, and you don't know what to say,
The scars on my mind are on Replay R-Replay,
The monster inside you is torturing me,

The scars on my mind are on Replay R-Replay-ay.
Replay R-Replay-ay.
The scars on my mind are on Replay R-Replay-ay.

(Ooh, oh, ohh)

Psychologically it's something that I can't explain,
Scratch my nails into the dirt to pull me out okay.
Does it matter, does it matter?
Damage is done.
Does it matter, does it matter?
You had the gun.
You had the gun.
You had the, gu-u-un.

I don't know what to do, you don't know what to say,
The scars on my mind are on Replay R-Replay.
The monster inside you is torturing me,
The scars on my mind are on Replay R-Replay-ay.

Your monsters torture me.
Your monsters torture me.
Your monsters torture me.

The scars on my mind are on Replay R-Replay.

Producers/Composers - Matthew Burns

Lyricists/Writers - Lady Gaga, Michael Tucker, Matthew Burns

Track Length - 3:06

Song Status - Deep Cut

Spotify Storyline -
I refused to not allow this song to not be on the album.
Sure, I'm the "Boss". But really Chromatica cannot exist without an abstract explanation of what it's like to be triggered if you have PTSD.
It's a replay of all my monsters, not just the little ones.
And the very thing that has plagued my mind for years, trauma, is precisely the thing that powers my force to be braver.
I.e. The voice I hear - Continue to make music, even though your brain feels like it's breaking sometimes.

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