November 26,2021
I used to think I couldn't go a day without your smile. Without telling you things and hearing your voice back.
Then, that day arrived and it was so damn hard but the next was harder. And I knew with a sinking feeling it was going to get worse and I wasn't going to be okay for a very long time.
Because losing someone isn't an occasion or an event. It doesn't just happen once. It happens over and over again. I lose you every time I pick up your favorite coffee mug; whenever that one song plays on the radio, or when I discover your old t-shirt at the bottom of my laundry pile.
I lose you every time I think of kissing you, holding you or wanting you. I go to bed at night and lose you, when I wish I could tell you about my day. And in the morning, when I wake and reach for the empty space across the sheets, I begin to lose you all over again.
I miss you dearly noona, I need you here. With me.
-Sunoo
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FanfictionWherein Kim Sunoo writes a letter to you, his noona, every month of the year ever since you passed away. Slowly, painfully and heart wrenchingly, he finally decides to let you go in the end... started:06/04/2021 ended:06/04/2021 status:completed
