Part 2:
Late November,I wasn't hanging around with Ella anymore. Instead I was with Kara and her gang and well honestly I was happier with them. Well anyway,I was planning my birthday party. I was aloud 2 people stay over. When me and Ella were best friends she was obviously going to stay over. But now that we weren't I thought that didn't apply anymore. So I decided that Emily and Katie could stay over. Ella didn't take it well. She said to me "so now just because we're not best friends I'm uninvited to your party?" But she wasn't uninvited and she knew that. Later that day we were going to the field for PE. I was walking with Kara and Ella was walking with Anna. I kept asking Ella was she ok with the other 2 girls staying over. She kept saying yes but in a tone where I knew she didn't mean it. She started get really pissed off with me. But I knew I didn't do anything wrong so I just ignored her and stayed with Kara. I became very depressed because of the fight. I continued cutting myself. I told Lucy (apart of Kara's gang) that I felt like hanging myself. Then shocker the next day (which was the day we got off for Xmas hols) the whole class knew. It eventually got around to the teacher but she didn't do anything. Which was good. Then Lucy went into the bathrooms and started crying. I followed her because I felt bad because I was the reason she was crying. I was comforting her but then Ella walked in and gave me a dirty look. She said "I need to talk to Lucy alone". So me and Ciara (who was there too) just walked out. After a few minutes Lucy came out of the bathrooms and came over to me and Ciara. I asked her "what did Ella say?" She said "Ella said you were only looking for attention". Which was totally untrue. I went into the bathrooms to clear my head. Guess who walks in? Of course it's Ella. I stared at her,I didn't have anything to say to her. She said "I want to be your best friend again". I was shell-shocked. But surprisingly the words that came out of my mouth were "oh thank god!" We were back "best friends" but I wasn't just going to abandon Kara after she did for me. So with the new year came new changes...
