**HARRY POV**
So kiss me where I lay down
My hands press to your cheeks
A long way from the playground
Zayn's singing fades out slowly as i look into the crowd. Every time in up here i get this chill that runs through my body. Every time feels like the first time i got on stage at the X factor. That was like 5 years ago.... God its been that long?
I get slapped out of my daze to see Niall looking at me with this look on his face like *what the fuck dude* then i realize and remember where i am and see the fans out in the distance and the rest of the others. I'm on stage SHIT. I mentally slap myself a couple hundred times
I feel like I'm getting smaller and smaller and the whole world is just about to swallow me whole. I didn't know what to do.... I panicked... I handed Niall my microphone and ran of stage into my secret hiding place. The only people who know about this are the boys. Every single concert, i get a hiding place, not for times like this but mostly for times when I'm really freaking out before a concert and i don't want someone from management to find me. I finally reach my spot and sit down hugging my knees, feeling like I'm going to cry. Honestly i have no idea where i am, i think its a broom closet? but i can never be 100%. Before i know it a very worried looking Louis and Niall burst through the door covering me in a small group hug. I hold them like there is no tomorrow and cry. It has been a long time since I've cried like this. I look up and see my other two band mates are missing.
"Wheres Zayn and Liam?" I ask in a deep broken voice.
"They're trying to explain and entertain the crowd." Niall explains to me in his charming Irish accent.
Louis looks at me with tears in his eyes. He always hated seeing me cry, he said it made him cry a lot. " You feelin okay mate?" He asks me. But i just end up pulling him into another hug to try and comfort him this time.
Niall gets up to stretch and leave me and Louis to talk but ends up tripping, making me laugh my ass off.
"Oh you think that's funny?" I nod in amusement.
"I'm gonna get ya for that one." Niall starts chasing me. I didn't really run i just tackled him to the ground. Trying not to hurt him, hes like a little brother to me. We sit there wrestling when Liam and Zayn come backstage to check on me.
"What are you two doing?" Liam asks in a little bit of a pissed off tone. I look up to see his brown eyes burning a hole through me.
" Oh crap we were supposed to be on stage sorry mate. I was crying and they came to comfort me and i guess we just caught up having fun. I really am sorry." He looked at me and his eyes softened still able to see the tears that were formed in my eyes and my tear stained cheeks.
" Its alright mate. But we ought to get back out there!" He exclaimed.
The concert went by in a flash, the singing, the dancing, just plain out messing around. After the concert all of the boys were greeted by their girlfriends and loved ones except for me and Niall. we just looked at each other, he looked sad when he looked back out at his other band mates. Something was missing and i think we both knew what that was. The feeling of our other half.
