Fault(BTS V centric)[COMPLETED]

5: Jin's Realisation 2

"Pause it, please. I need to pee. I will be back in a minute."

Jimin said as he runs to the bathroom in the middle of the movie. The thing was Jin, Jungkook and Jimin were watching TV after dinner. Jungkook looked at his husband who seems to be bothered by something since they came from his in-laws. Did he argue with his parents or something? Jungkook thought. Well, he should ask if he wanted to know.

"Is something bothering you?"

Jungkook asked taking Jin from his thoughts. Jin was in thoughts remembering how they treat Tae to the point that things got out of hands like this. He felt ashamed of himself. He is a father after all. He should be the first one to know something wrong with his son but the situation was the opposite.

"umm... No"

"Did something happen at your parent's house?" Jungkook asked.

"No," Jin said but Jungkook gave him a look. Jin knew there is no way Jungkook will not let go.

"It's just... It's just that I don't feel that close with Tae as we used to." Jin said as he tiredly leans on the couch, he was tired. He was still processing what he had done to his son.

"Remember how we used to watch TV like this with both of our sons. But I can't remember when we watched it with Tae last time."

"Oh... " Jungkook replied. He was about to say something when Jimin came making both of them stop their conversation.

"Jiminie, go tell Tae to watch TV with us," Jungkook said to Jin who was about to sit on the couch. Jimin runs towards Taehyung room.

Jimin came back after a while with sad expressions.

"He said he didn't want to."

Jin sighed he had expected this to happen.

"Tell him I didn't ask," Jungkook said and with that Jimin runs back from where he came meanwhile Jungkook received a slap on his arm from his husband.

"I didn't mean to force him a kook," Jin said but Jungkook just shrugged it off.

Taehyung came behind Jimin and sat on the farthest chair from them. Jin was looking at the thin backside of his son. How many times he tried to reason his and Jungkook's behavior but he knew they were at the fault. He was afraid that after what Tae has gone through, he won't accept them. He was afraid that Taehyung not giving them another chance.

(time skip)

It was past midnight, nearly 1, but Jin was tossing and turning in his shared bed. Usually, he would be the first one to sleep but today there was no sign of his sleep. He was thinking about how to fix his family before it completely broken down. He got up and looked around the darkroom. Jungkook and Jimin are already asleep. After the incident a few years ago, they were determined for Jimin to sleep with them. So they bought a single bed and set it on one side of the room. Now when Jin thought about he could see how wrong they were. They should have also arranged for Taehyung to sleep with them. The room was big enough for four of them. His heart ached thinking how Taehyung must have felt that time.

Jin went upstairs to where Taehyung's room was. It was the only occupied room on the second floor. They still had two vacant rooms. It surprised Jin that Taehyung's room's lights were still on. The door was closed but not locked. Jin was nervous. He didn't remember what was last time he went inside the room. Damn, he was so nervous to knock on his own son's door. He took a deep breath and knocked on the door lightly.

"Who?' Taehyung replied.

"Tae, it's me appa," Jin said. There were some ruffling and shuffling sounds from the inside before Taehyung opens the door and looked at Jin with a questionable gaze.

"Umm it's so late, you should have sleep by now," Jin said as he made his way inside the room.

"I was about to"

"Hmm"

Jin said as he looked at stacks of books scattered everywhere in the room. But still, the room looked tidy and organized.

"I never knew have so many books," Jin said.

"Umm, they were Yoongi Hyungs. He gave me them because he already used them. I didn't ask him for those." Taehyng said hurriedly. Jin understands what his son was thinking. Jungkook never likes when his sons even ask for something from others.

"It's okay even if you ask him those. He is your cousin. You can share things." Jin said.

"Why it's so hot in here? Adjust AC Tae. " Jin said realizing how hot it was. He was already started to sweat. What took him surprised that, Taehyung standstill, no sign of lowering the temperature.

"Tae? AC ?"

" Umm, It's broken. "

"Oh," Jin didn't know what to say. The ac was broken? For how long? It's so hot in here, how can his son leave here?

"Then let's go sleep with us meantime. You can share the bed with Jimi-" Jin said but Taehyung cut him off.

"No. I am okay here. I am used to it." That took Jin by surprise. What does he mean by he used to it?

"Uh... W-when?...when did it break?"

"Nearly a year"

"a y-year" Jin said not believing what he has heard.

"Y-you should have said i-"

" I told Dad a few times but he never repairs it"

Jin couldn't take anymore. He dashed outside the room ashamed to meet the eyes of his son. The moment he entered the kitchen, he broke down, sliding along the kitchen cabinet. He was so ashamed, so guilty. The realization that when his one son was sleeping in their warmth his other son was shivering in coldness. When his one son was sleeping soundly in the AC other was sleeping in such a hot room. No matter how guilty he was, no matter how much he cries, the pain was still unbearable. People don't even do these things to other's children but he did worse to his son. 

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"I am sorry, because of me , yi always get scolded by dad and appa. (Sob) I am sorry.(sob). It's my fault.(sob) If I was (sob) not-"