Painful love

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James POV:

As I'm walking into class I think back to what happened this morning I really hope People can't tell. I really hate it here no one see's me they just see the happy kid. I hate my life I really hope this is over soon.
"JAMES!!" Shocked James looks up towards the front of the classroom and see's the teacher Mr. Barnes's angry face. "I've called your name 3 times what wrong with you?!" "Nothing sir I'm just tired I woke up late." Says James with a small shy smile. " Make sure it doesn't happen again" Mr. Barnes says with a stern but understanding voice.

On my way to lunch in the crowded hallways Alex pushes past everyone to get to me with a blank face. When I see him I am kind of scared but I can't let it show. As he gets closer I see him let out a charming smile and let out a small sigh glad that he's not mad."Hey baby" he says as he grabs my hand in a firm grip. "Hi ugly" I say with a smile in a joking manner. But Alex doesn't like that his grip on my mans gets a little tighter and his smile drops. I quickly say "I'm joking hi babe I love you" his smile is back in seconds and he kisses me and says " I love you too." As we get to our table he sits down in one of the seats and sets me on his lap. At the table sits is and his friends from the wrestling team. Anthony Ant for short the only one paying attention daps Alex up and gives me a fist bump saying "what's up guys." I just wave not wanting to make Alex mad while he says "Hey." Now that I'm sitting I realize I have to use the bathroom so I tell Alex and then get up and go. By the time that I leave the hallways are empty. When I get inside the bathroom I pee and as I'm washing my hands I think back to all I've been through with having my mom die last year and then getting into the abusive relationship with Alex. It all just becomes to much and I start crying all the pain just coming back to me. I look up my reflection through blurry eyes and I see a broken boy. One who has suffered so much pain alone. By this point I am a sobbing mess and there's nothing I can do about it. I walk over to the wall and sit down and continue to cry into my knees. I feel my phone vibrate and pull it out to see I got a text from Alex. I open it and it says " Hurry up and get back before you make me mad." Scared of the outcome I quickly get up and wash my face with cold water. As I walk out the bathroom I grab my hoodie and put I on with the hood up so my puffy swollen eyes are less noticeable.