"i love you y/n, more than you'll ever know, you mean everything to me, i don't know what i'd do without you.." i'm so gobsmacked i don't even notice that he has lent forward and his soft lips are pressed against mine , he tastes like cherry cola and chocolate, i feel my heart racing 30x faster than it should be, Spencer Reid's lips are against mine , one hand holding the back of my neck and the other slowly travelling up the inside of my thigh, "spence" you manage to say between kisses "yes, love, is there a problem?" he asks not bothering to give me a chance to spit out my response, i pull away from him and look straight into his eyes, his chocolate, brown eyes.. "your not real, are you?" i ask knowing what his response would be "no, of course i'm not real, i'm imaginary, why should that make any difference, i love you y/n" i feel my heart shatter hearing those words come from his mouth, i know he's not real, i've made him up in my head, i know he can't actually love mr and it's impossible for me to be talking to him right now, but it just seems so.. real, i feel a few tears run down my cheek before spence leans over and wiped them away embracing me in a hug, "come here darling, it'll be alright, i promise. i'm here for you and i love you as much as you tell yourself i'm not real i can assure you right now that i am and this feeling i have for you certainly is real." "i love you too spencer" i feel my eyes starting to get heavy in my head and before i know it i'm fast asleep, in an empty bed...
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is it all in my head? (spencer reid x y/n)
Fanfictionslow-burn enemies to lovers y/n suffers a traumatic experience causing her to see characters she has made up in her head, are they imaginary? or are they real?
