I became a bitch.
No smile.
No joy.
Fearless.
Cold-hearted.
And arrogant.
Not that stupid girl before.
I mock everyone.
I'm not afraid of anything even if its my parent, friends, ir teacher.
I love seeing them cry, seeing hurt flashes on their eyes as I insult them and most of all I love seeing them suffer to hell.
Why should I care?
No one cares.
No one saves me.
No one's willing to protect my smile.
No on loves me.
Besides,
If I became miserable they would laugh at me.
If I showed my tears they would just leave me.
If I smiled they will abuse my kindness.
If I'm weak no one will recognize me.
I also have an evidence of a freakin' shitty world.
I'd join a lot of fvckin' activities at school.
Guess what? They like me. They really do.
They even want me to be in their circle of friends.
Im powerful. I can control everything around me. It was just a matter of money and bullshitness.
Well. That's life. Baddest female are trending while those kind will be so out of season.
Its kinda ridiculous but its true. My peers dont like me anymore. They want the old me. They want that weak idiot.
