Crying all alone
Arms covered with sweat
They all say I'm crazy
But I'm not crazy yet
Sliding my blade
Across the top of my skin
Pushing it in deeper
Wanting my life to end
Every time I go for the kill
I drop the hardened metal
I say I've had enough
But I'm never really settled
My family and my friends
Are just images to me
They're always the reason
I find it hard to breathe
I'm not the cause
Of your selfish ways
I want to die now
But something makes me stay
