𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒕 "𝑭𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏"✰;𝙟𝙤𝙨𝙝𝙪𝙖 𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙜

-5-

It's been 2 days since the fansign and y/n is still dumbfounded. she still couldn't believe what had happened that day. She wants to text joshua, but she has no courage. she had negative thoughts
"what if joshua forgot about me?" "what if he thinks I'm annoying if I text him?"
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author's thoughts: y/n if you don't text him how will joshua know what's your number??!?!?!?
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y/n was bored, so she mustered up some courage and decided to text joshua with the number given on the album. she also remembered that joshua liked her for her outgoing personality.

𝐉𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐮𝐚:

y/n:hey is this joshua?

*3 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧*
y/n pov:
should've known better, he wouldn't reply anyways. he's too busy with his schedules and he met so many carats, there's no way he can remember me. *sighs*
*end of y/n pov*

y/n decided to delete Joshua's number from her phone. she felt that joshua might have given his number to other carats at the fansign too, so she lost faith.
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it's 6pm and y/n jus went out to buy some dinner and coffee. she's planning to stay up watching going seventeen again.
When she reached home and started eating her dinner, she received a notification.

*𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙪𝙣𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙣*

y/n didn't care at first, but she doubted that it was joshua so she decided to check.
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𝐮𝐧𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧:

unknown: hey you're y/n right?? I'm joshua :)

y/n: yea I'm y/n:) I thought
you weren't gonna reply

unknown:sorry I had a busy day. anyways
are you free tomorrow?? you
wanna hang out? we could meet
at the café umm called carats' fantasy
is that ok??

y/n: yeap sure at 4pm? is that ok?

unknown: yeap sure;)

y/n: tbh i thought you've forgotten
about me lmaoo

unknown:nahh you're that girl
who bro-zoned me at the
meet, how could I forget?

y/n:that's how you remember me-
welp ok ig- anyways I gtg talk
to you another time ok?? bye:(

unknown:aww ok bye:(

*both y/n and unknown went offline*
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After they went offline, y/n went crazy. she could not believe that she was gonna meet joshua at carats' fantasy tomorrow for a cup of coffee. she was losing her mind for sure. y/n heart is beating so fast it's like she did 5 opening performance in a row 💀

y/n had a change of plans now- no more going svt she was planning to sleep early :)

As usual, y/n is well prepared so she picked out her outfit and hung it on the handle of her wardrobe then she went to bed. she could not sleep, she kept tossing and turning in bed, because the thought of meeting joshua tomorrow kept bugging her all night. she was afraid she was going to be awkward when she meet him. but after taking a few breathers, y/n managed to calm down and fall asleep.
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it's the day folks. y/n is going to meet joshua. time check: 3pm
y/n decided to leave her house early, she didn't want to leave a bad impression by being late.
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when she arrived, Joshua was nowhere in sight, she thought,"maybe it's too early" well YEAH IT'S ONLY 3.15! y/n decided to order a cup of iced americano and sit by the window while waiting for Joshua's arrival.
y/n have been waiting 45 minutes, which meant joshua should be arriving soon because its already 4. y/n waited for another 15 minutes but joshua was nowhere to be seen, y/n thought maybe joshua had some things that caught up last minute so she decided to be patient and wait for awhile more.
it has been 30 minutes and joshua was still not here, y/n concluded that joshua will not be coming any time soon so she decides to leave, disappointed.
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When y/n went home she texted joshua informing him that she went home.
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𝐉𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐮𝐚:

y/n:hey josh, it was getting
late so I went home:)

*4 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧*

joshua: hey y/n, I'm so
sorry I didn't show
up. Wonwoo hyung
wanted me to go
swimming with him

y/n: yeap it's fine, spending
time with your hyung is
more important than
meeting me ok??

joshua: I feel bad, how about
we meet up next Saturday
same time same place??

y/n: yeap sure, I'm free:)

joshua:welp then cya :))

*joshua and y/n went offline*
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y/n was happy that she's gonna have another chance to meet joshua😊

𖨆𖨆𖨆𖨆𖨆

Well that's it for this chapter:( so umm is it long enough- anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter. and I don't have much to say because it's 5 am and my parents might wake up anytime so ciaoo 😎