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Emotionlessly staring at the device's screen, Mijin tried her hardest to not reflect with any emotions or feelings.
The photos taken together with Park Jongseong was nothing but pain right now.
Her beating heart was in a sore pain as she felt weakened than before whenever visualising his face on her phone. His smile was her favourite but now it's just a hurtful nuisance.
That jerk didn't even take her love seriously although she expected him to. The sweetest moments meant nothing to him after all. But who could she blame? After all, she's the one who chose to be a fool for love and follow the heartbreaker's choices with her desire.
She should've stopped that time but a part of her wanted to know more about his heart....that's forever a secret.
He never revealed the sincere part of him.
Mijin couldn't understand him to be honest. After all the things they've been together through, he felt no sincere emotions unlike how she did????
He's a filthy rascal to trick her into a lie of love.
Mijin will never forgive him.
But that's what she only thought on the outside but her shredded pieces of the heart were refusing to move on or despise him.
He hurt her but why was she still loving that jerk as if she's used to the pain all along? Mijin couldn't figure out about her confusing heart and wanted to believe the misconstruction inside her head which kept on reassuring her that everything will be alright although it wouldn't be.....
She's fond of the pain right now.
Refusing to delete all of his pictures, Mijin just collapsed her lashes and tried to sleep with tear-stained cheeks.
' Everything will be reversed back to normal soon.....' , she wishes as she couches on her bed under the thick blankets which weren't as warm as Jay's hugs.
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❝ Yo, did you fight with that punk Park Jongseong? I also saw a bruise on his lips earlier. ❞ Jisung with surprised eyes questioned his unbothered friend who's peacefully writing down notes at their literature class.
❝ Not much of a fight, but that shithead said he can use Mijin as he wants so..yeah. ❞ Jisung gritted his teeth at the nerve-racking news which made his temper once again be loosened. That piece of shit really was a disgusting moron after all.
Jisung still couldn't believe that his friend used to be one of that punk's toys. ❝ You should've murdered him at the spot. ❞ , Jisung said in a dissatisfied manner although he just meant it a joke since it wouldn't be fun to live behind the cells. Taehyun just chuckled at his desperate friend who's always there for his bestie as a reliable man.
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