[ 𝘉𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘖𝘳... ]

14. Feelings

It's been a week since Jake's concert, their relationship hasn't really changed.

~Maybe, he didn't notice that it's for him... He can't notice my feelings towards him, once again...

That was the only thing that Jake was thinking and it was actually hurting his feelings.

~Falling in love, like someone, love someone, want someone...Those things were suppose to make people happy, but why the only thing i get from this is pain...
I want him...I want him for me, i want to be with him, i want him to my future but he can't see how i feel, this thing only brings me pain...

"Listen-" Heesung gave him a glass of water and sat on the couch of his house.
"Talk to him, about your feelings."

"And the song" Jay added.

"Yeah, it's so easy to say that but it's hard to do."

"Just do it! You don't have anything to lose, look at me and Sunoo!" Niki smiled at Jake and replied to his boyfriend's text.

"See, even from so far away, they are together! You live with him in the same house, think about it" Heesung told him.

"Okay... Thanks guys"

"Always bro!" Jay hugged him.

[...]

Jake was on his way back home thinking...

~should i just confess...?
~What if he hates me after this?
~he sees me as a brother...
~But, can i change that? OF COURSE I CAN I'M JAEYOON SIM LIKE WHO WOULDN'T FALL FOR ME-
~Su-sunghoon wouldn't...
~aghhh, okay I'll do it, but i have to prepare...

He turned the other way making his way to the mall instead of his house.

Suddenly his phone rang.

-Sunghoon?
-Jakie~

~What did he just call me?

-why did you call? And why you sound so excited.
-I called to tell you that mums will not be home today, so i thought of making dinner, i also wanna talk to you...
-Awsome! Is it something important?
-You'll see....Now, what would you like to have?
-You choose
-Okay, I'll go to the market and see...

~Yes! I can do it today, everything is so perfect! Mums not home, Sunghoon will leave and come later. I can do it!

Jake was more sure to himself now, his hopes went up and he was just...So excited.

He went to buy some staff he is going to need and on his way home he stopped to buy a cake.

He called Sunghoon, just to make sure he has time, he said he will be back in an hour.
Although it seemed a lot just for shopping Jake didn't really pay attention to that and he started getting ready.

He made a white cream and wrote something on the chocolate cake, he then placed some biscuits, strawberries and cherries on top and put it in the fridge.

He started throwing rose petals from the door till outside of Sunghoon's room and ran to his room to wear something better.

He wore a black t-shirt and a white jean shorts.

Meanwhile...

"It has to be perfect!" Sunghoon kept reminding to himself as he was thinking of what to buy, what to cook and how he is going to tell Jake...

He took his time to think carefully, he wanted to be tasty but also creative, it took him a while to think though but it's okay...

As soon as he got everything, he started his way home running, he didn't wanna be late so that he can cook as soon as possible.

When he was home he opened the door with his keys, he left all the staff he was holding on the table and yelled.
"Jake, are you home?"
"What am i stepping on-" he looked down only to see the rose petals Jake had thrown.
"Jake?" He looked around, but Jake was nowhere.

"That's crazy, I don't even know why I'm doing this" He whispered to himself following the petals that leaded to his room, he then opened the door and saw Jake Infront of him smiling and holding some roses with pink, red and white colours.

"Hey, Hoon!"
"Th-that's actually....For you!" He gave him the flowers shaking as Sunghoon was smiling with his head down -so that Jake won't see-
"Sunghoon... Can i talk to you?"

"Yeah-"

They both sat on the bed and Jake started talking.

"So, ahmm... I've been keeping this inside me for a lot of time now and i decided that i should let you know how i feel about you..."

"Okay, go on..." Sunghoon looked at him.

"I'm not really good with words but..."
He slowly moved closer and placed his lips softly on Sunghoon's.

"Hey! How could you-"
"This was my first kiss" Sunghoon said covering his face that was red.

"Awesome, it was mine too!" Jake smiled and made Sunghoon look at him.
"And you?"

"Wh-what about me?"

"I already show you how i feel about you, it's your turn to tell me"

"Actually, i wanted to tell you...But you did it first." He looked at him in 'annoyance'.
"But okay...Yeah, me too" he looked away.

"You too,what?"

"I like y- actually i love....i love food and I'm hungry so, I'm gonna go cook" He stood up from the bed and started running to the kitchen.

"YAH! Sunghoon!!" He ran behind him and hugged him from the back.
"Tell me directly"

"Aish, look I'm not good with words either, so take this as my answer" He kissed Jake's cheek and smiled.

"Well...Yayyy!" He hugged him tightly.

Sunghoon laughed and hugged him back smiling like crazy, while the whole jungle was partying inside his stomach.

"I have an idea.."
"Let's cook together!" Sunghoon suggested.

"You know I can't cook-" he pouted.

"I'll show you, come on!"

"So what did you want to tell me?" Jake said putting the rice on the pot.

"I already did..."

"You did no- Ohhhh, okayy heh :D"
"Ohhh!! I almost forgot! Look!!" He opened the fridge and pulled out the cake.

Now we are boyfriends♡

"Now we are boyfriends? What if i wasn't feeling the same?"

"The trash bin is always open, just like my heart is always open for you!"
"Aww, you blushed! Is this a tear?"

"I-"
"I didn't"
"I-it's the onions, stupid!"