Destructive Obsession

Chapter 04

[A/N: Apologies for the long update, I was so busy this past few days, so I didn't update right away, I also apologized to those who commented and chat but I didn't get to reply, I will try to reply later, Thanks for waiting!]

Zhan reach his phone, he had 80+ missed call and voice mail and hundred plus unread messages, most of them came from Yibo.

He listen and read few of them, minute later and another voice mail came, it came from Yibo. Zhan open and listen to it.

"Zhan I've told you, don't ever leave me! You are mine and mine alone, I will never ever let you go. I won't lose you, I will never lose you. Come Back to me Zhan! And if you don't I will find you high and low and when I did, I will lock you and bind you to me and won't let you see other people, until you won't be able or doesn't have any strength to leave me!" Yibo's voice is determined and he want Zhan to know that.

"Zhan I Love You! Come Back to me My Love!"......

After listening to the voicemail, he listen on it again, and again and again... His eyes was closed while listening to the voice in his phone, each word is like drugs penetrating his system. Flying him to great heights. He already replay it for 30th times but he still want to continue..

"How long are you going to listen on that voicemail, when you can hear it personally if you come home to him." YanLi said to Zhan, she is Zhan's friend introduced by Yibo, after becoming close to him YanLi become loyal to him, so when Zhan said he wants to take some time off without Yibo, she let's him but she came with him to make sure Zhan is safe. He didn't told Yibo because he doen't want Zhan to lose someone he can trust specially in times like this, he knows Yibo will find Zhan without YanLi betraying him.

"I can listen to this forever!" Zhan's eye still shut. "I can't come home to him Yan, I will just ruin him with me.. I won't forgive myself, If I drag him with me..."

"No you're not, Yibo changed for you, he truly loves you, he accept everything about you, and he knows your illness, and he is willing to help you.." YanLi is really sad for his friend, Zhan is not physically sick but worse. And she can't do anything about it, only to minimize the damage, Zhan saves her but knowing she can't do anything for Zhan truly disheartened her. "Yibo is the only one who can cure you, Zhan and you yourself!"

Zhan opened his eyes with blank eyes. "That's exactly why I can't come home to him, yes he is my cure, but where that gotten him, I almost destroy everything about him. I hurt him, I distrusted him, I corrupted him, And he starting to be someone like me"

"If I can just turn back time, I wouldn't have ask him to be mine, I wouldn't promise to become his, I should have break my shackles on my own, I shouldn't have~" Memories are starting to replay in his head again, from the very beginning

"Did you also regret loving him? If you really can turn back time, would you change a time where you didn't meet him?" YanLi reach his face and wipe his tears.

Zhan froze a bit and answer looking straight in YanLi's eyes, "Never! If I can truly turn back time, I would run away from all my problems and come back to be with him, I will never regret loving him, I will always chose to love him, even I can throw away everything and everyone, even I fall more deeper in oblivion, I will always love him" Zhan's eyes starting to spark again.

"Then take me deeper with you, because I wouldn't let you fall all alone, I will always choose to be with you anywhere, anyway and anytime, I want my everything to be around you, only you!" Zhan and YanLi is not a bit surprise that Yibo found them just from few days.