Chapter 80

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Santana POV

"so Santana what's brings you in today ?"

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"so Santana what's brings you in today ?"

"I'm in love with somebody keeps hurting me over and over again"

"who is this man ?"

"my kids dad"

"you in love with him because he's your kid dad or ?"

"no like I love him foreal, like I would be a dumb ass and get back with today"

"I see" she said writing in her notebook "tell me more about y'all's relationship"

"well when I first met him, it was really supposed to be a one night stand, I had met him after I had broke up with my ex. So we were together for a while and then I had got pregnant and around when I had got pregnant we broke up because he was messing some girl"

"who is the lady, do you know ?"

"I was working with her and she was saying that we had the same baby daddy"

she nodded her head and wrote some more in her notebook

"after I had the twins we tried to do the family thing but then my ex was like the twins was his babies and then we got into about that, so we stop talking, and then he went to jail and I found out he had another baby with somebody else and then we really wasn't talking"

"did y'all stop talking because he had a baby with somebody else or because of something else ?"

"because I was in a relationship with somebody else so I had money on the phone for him but it was for him to talk to his kids. Then he got out and we tried to work it out again but then I found out he had somebody at his house"

"we're y'all together or what was going on ?"

"so like we were fucking but we wasn't together and then I got pregnant with our son and then he went to go fuck his baby mama after me and then he tried to have all his baby mamas sit down, cause they don't like me because he spends more time with our kids then the kids he have with them but we were living together and then the baby mama told me that he had fucked her, I mean they had sex when I was in labor with my son"

"wow" she said finishing writing in her notebook

"see what I mean by he did me dirty and that's just a piece of it" I chuckled

"how is he with the kids ?"

"with my kids, he do what he supposed to, but his other two I don't know"

"so he has two other kids than what y'all have"

"as far as I know"

"Santana what I think is happening with you is that, your comfortable with him, you know what he is doing to you is wrong but you don't want change. Y'all can break up as many times y'all want, but when he call you at those lonely hours, you gon answer"

"I know that and that's why I'm here because I don't like that, why can't I move on from him ?"

"because you feel like you have to be with him. when you was with your ex how was that"

"Dre knew about him because of his mama, if it was up to me I wouldn't have told him nothing"

"why is that"

"Because I know how he is"

"and how is he ?"

"the controlling type, it's his way or no way"

"y'all got into fight before"

"hell yea, we fight all the time" I nodded my head hard

"any physical ?"

"He chocked me up s couple of time but nothing serious"

"so when you was with your ex and Dre was in jail how was that, once his mom told him ?"

"I knew I could say whatever I wanted and do whatever I wanted because he was in jail"

"was you with your ex to get back at Dre ?"

"I don't think I was, Q was thirsty to get with me and when I first met him he was amazing but down the road when it got closer to dre getting out it was getting worse"

"was it getting worse or was you noticing stuff because Dre was getting out ?"

"I mean . I was noticing stuff but I don't think it was because Dre was getting out"

"What stuff we're you noticing ?"

"he wanted me to get pregnant so bad, and then when I would say no he'll be like "I bet you give your baby daddy one""

"So he was manipulated"

"yes !"

"how did that make you feel ?"

"It made me feel tired, like we gon be going through this all the time and then I thought about how he would be when Dre would have gotten out and I don't want that energy"

"did it end with Q when Dre got out ?"

"No he was still coming over for months and we would fight a lot because I wasn't answering his calls during the day and he would come to my house and break a lot of my shit"

"and you weren't answering because Dre was there ?"

"Yes, I didn't wanna go through that with the both of them"

"So him and Dre never met ?"

"They have and it wasn't lie I thought it was, Dre was calm"

"So Santana what I'm getting is you love Dre, correct ?"

I nodded my head

"For you to want some change you have to change, I know you want to be with Dre but you have to show him that you want that too"

"I've tried that"

"I'm not saying stop being with him for a couple of months, try for some years, and try some new men"

"I don't wanna be with no new men I wanna be with my baby daddy"

"Tell him how you feel"

" I can't tell him because he don't listen"

"Do you feel comfortable with both of y'all talking to me together ?"

"I mean I have to think over it"

"well I feel like that's what you should do, bring him here because I think it's something deeper"

Hiiiii my love bugs 🥰
How y'all feeling ?
We here for Tana and Dre or hell naw
And go back and comment on the last chapter

Hiiiii my love bugs 🥰How y'all feeling ?We here for Tana and Dre or hell naw And go back and comment on the last chapter

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