Chapter 9

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*Emily's POV*

I was in Lou's room for two minutes when I heard a knock at the door.

"Who is it?" I asked hoping it was Louis. He always knows how to make me feel better.

"Harry." the voice called, "can I come in?"

"Sure.." I said wiping my tears. He opened the door and walked in the room, closing the door behind him. He sat next to me on the bed and neither one of us said anything for a while.

"Listen Emily," he paused getting his thoughts together, "I'm sorry I kissed you, I wasn't thinking."

"It's okay Harry I guess it was just one of those moments . . .It didn't mean anything. We'll just forget about it."

Harry looked down at his lap again like he was thinking.

"Why did you come after me?" I asked turning my head to look at him. He was playing with his thumbs in his lap. He finally sighed and looked at me.

"I couldn't let you run away again." he said staring into my eyes, "and I don't want to forget about what happened. Emily, I like you a lot and I know I screwed up before . . . But I just want a second chance."

He just sat there looking at me with pleading eyes as I thought about what he said. Don't get me wrong, I do like him, a lot but honestly I don't know if I really wanted to deal with it all. What if he lead me on again? That wouldn't be fair to me.

"I'm sorry Harry, I don't know if I can do it." I said feeling my eyes swell with tears again.

"Look Emily, you are the most beautiful girl I have ever met. And honestly every time I look at you I lose my train of thought. When I look in your eyes I get lost and every second I'm with you is amazing, there is no one else on this earth I would rather spend my time with. When you smile it lights up my world and when you laugh it makes me want to laugh with you. Everything about you is beautiful. But when you cry, it makes me feel like my heart is being ripped in half especially since I know I'm the reason for your pain. Emily I love you, please, please give me one more chance, I'm begging you." he grabbed my hand when he finished talking. My eyes glanced from our hands back to his eyes. I could see all the honestly in his eyes, it was like at this moment he was an open book and he was putting all of him out there for me. I knew he meant every word just by the look on his face and it was the best apology I've eve heard.

"Harry, that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said and I really want to give you a second chance . . . I'm just scared. I don't want to get hurt again."

"I promise I won't ever hurt you again." he pulled me into a hug and we sat there for a while just hugging each other before I finally pulled away.

"Okay Harry, I'm going to give you one last chance but we have to take it really slow." I said. His face instantly lit up and he stood up pulled me into another hug and spun me around in circles.

"Thank you! I promise I won't hurt you and we'll go as slow as you want. I'm just so happy you're finally mine!" he said with a huge smile on his face.

"woah woah woah! I'm not yours yet." I said laughing.

"Wait, what? I thought you said you'd give me a second chance?" he said his smile fading.

"I did but that doesn't mean I'm automatically going to fall head over heals for you again. It will take a little time. I need to know that you won't hurt me, I need you to prove what you say before we can date." I said hoping he knew where I was coming from.

"I understand, don't worry I'll find a way to prove it to you." he said giving me another hug, "now let's go back outside, Liam's probably going crazy trying to find us."

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